Me & Myself

Exam period

2011-10-12T11:00:00.002+08:00

October is the month of exams, and the students are all mugging hard.

Exam periods are really boring.. No lessons, and only invigilation. Rest of the day will be staying in the office. I prefer running for classes. At least I can interact with the students.

Come November, I have activities piling up! Woo-hoo.

First is our D&D - Casino Royal (theme) at Marina Bay. Hopefully it will be really fun. And let's hope they declare one day off on thurs. Haha.

Then that week's saturday, I'm going for 2PM concert!! Woo-hoo. My first ever pop concert. Looking forward to it. Hopefully I will see Nichkhun up close!! <3

After that, I'm gg Bangkok for HOLIDAYs~~!!! with my sis & her husband. Like lightbulb. But who cares, coz i'm gg shopping spree with my sis!! YEAH!!

Happy Teachers' Day

2011-08-31T20:05:00.001+08:00

Wow. It's been 3 mths since I last updated. :X

I doubt anyone still following my blog.

Anyway, tml's is Teachers' Day!! Woo-hoo.

Half day tml & holiday again!! Hehe..

I wonder if I'll receive any Teachers' Day present from any students tml or not, since I'm not really a teacher. Lol.

But if I did, I will be super Happy. :DD

Bleahhhxxx.. >:(

2011-05-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

BLOODY IDIOT...

CONTROL FREAK~...

We shall BREAK AWAY from your control...

!@#$%^&*()#$%^

Difficulty to apply for LEAVEs.. :(

2011-04-24T21:56:00.003+08:00

My RO finally left.. So now all under my executive (the overall in-charge).. I thought it wld be better, as in not so confusing for all of us..

But I was totally wrong. :(

She's very particular abt applying for leave. *sigh*
Which means we cannot last minute apply for leave during school days, and TRY NOT TO apply leave on school days, unless URGENT/IMPORTANT.. --> WTH?!

Haix..

I can understand that if it's during exam period, we cannot/should not take leave.. That is for sure, and i fully understand that. But why must u question or nag when we apply on normal school day? We are support staff, not teachers. Thus, it means that we have LEAVEs to apply for, whenever we could.

Previously my RO will approve our leave w/o asking us what's the reason. She even encourage us to take leave if we felt frustrated with work.. to take a break from work. Then WHY the current "RO" want to control why and when we apply for leave.

Hmmm, I heard alot of complaints about her from the veterans in my company. So I better watch out what I say infront of her now. Perhaps I should really heed the advice from a professional that I should " work more and talk less.." -> Really MEANINGFUL.. :P

Meanwhile, I just watched finish this yr Star Awards.. And Double YEAH to RUI EN!! <3 her!!
But actually I expected Tang Yin to win the Best Actress award, coz she really acted very well in that drama.. and Elvin NG!!! He shld win the Best Actor too!! I don't understand why the Star Awards Part I presented so many awards to " Po Tian Wang", yet tonight's award give a few only? And those impt awards were given to other dramas? Hmm..

Anyway, congrats to all winners tonight! Great show!! :D

People come, people go..

2011-04-19T22:07:00.002+08:00

It's almost 3 weeks since I last updated..

My Reporting Officer is having her last day tml..and we got a major earthquake.. =.=

Because we have this specific reporting time, that we're already used to.. And our RO usually take the 8.30-5.30 slot.. Now that she's leaving, someone had to come in at that time, and basically to jagga our dept especially for the 4.30 to 5.30 slot since most of us will leave by 4.30 due to earlier reporting time..

BUT we all dun want to start later..Coz we're already used to able to do alot of things after the early knock-off timing.. I can go swimming!!! and now, if leave at 5.30pm..I will be exhausted & dun have the mood to swim.. :(

And we're gonna have a new colleague, but there's some sayings from the mgmt that they want us to do rotating shift.. Haix. SHITTY leh.. I'm doing the shift for this 1st wk, and we actually discuss to rotate till the new guy comes in. YET I was told that we're going to do this permanently.. IT WILL BE DAMN CONFUSING!!! *ARGH*

Furthermore, I have other work (only I had to do in my dept), which had to do in early morning. So i also dunno what to do leh.. Haix.. Irritating. And I heard some sayings from my colleagues who work here longer than I do.. Whenever there's an office, there bound to be some unhappiness, or some irritating idiots who doesn't give a damn about other feelings..

They either complain & complain, else anything happen, will come in and scold u till u're worthless!! Hopefully, I will not face such situations in future!! Amitufo~!!

And I was actually forced to be in this committee (coz my boss who was in this committee was leaving). So I had to follow-up whatever she's doing. And OMG, there's so many this and that, and they gonna do another round of exercise in JULY? WTH.. Hopefully, things will get smoother in July round. :S

PLEASE BLESS ME~!!

On a side note, GOOD LUCK to all friends who are having their final round of EXAMS!!!
JIA YOU okay?!! :))))

1st of April

2011-04-01T11:24:00.002+08:00

Happy APRIL FOOLS' DAY everyon3~~...

It's a school-declared holiday for me..so NO WORK. Haha.
Yeah, so it's a LONG weekend. :D

I was sick last wkend. :( So this week would be great for me to relax, and chill!! :D

Next week is my CONVO le..And I have yet to go try out the full-dress for the gown. LOL.
As in the white long sleeve shirt w/ long pants + gown & headdress. Haha.

My boss asked if I'm excited, and i replied No.
Though it's like the final school that we went through, but once u end it, it's like nothing special. Perhaps bcoz it's not a local uni. :(

Nevertheless, I'm an OFFICIAL GRADUATE le.. :D

My next step - continue my studies, or become a *******?
Need long considerations of weighing pros & cons. :S

Everyone, please enjoy your weekends!! Cheers~!! :D

Random

2011-03-13T16:59:00.003+08:00

I just cut my hair. Super short. And super UGLY. :"(

I should not have cut bangs..or at least the hair dresser shld not cut it this short. Now abit too TOOT! :S

And my younger bro laughed at me. My dad say I act cute. :(

It's March holidays this week, meaning a more relaxed work for me. Haha.

Probably can go watch a movie by myself after work during one of the weekday. But crap, march holidays meaning many students will cramp the cinemas. *sigh*

Looking at the footages and videos on Japan is DEPRESSING..And more disasters are coming up for them. I do admired the japanese's optimistic or shall I say their strength and polite-ness?!
I read this article that they actually console one another, ask if they are alright, even though they are complete strangers, and even when they themselves lost their loved ones.
Perhaps this is their culture, how the Japanese were brought up with, always courtesy, always others before self. We should all learn from them. :D

However, on a side note, I feel that somehow it's causes and effects. If you know what happen during WWII, and how they actually built nuclear plants, for their own benefits. I'm not trying to be crude here, but I do believe in cause and effects. Nevertheless, I still hope that everything that has happened, or will be happening there, will diminish soon, and may peace and goodwill prevails in Japan. May the Japanese be blessed with strength, courage, peace and health. :)

I'm going to collect my Convo gown this coming thurs..and the actual day will be on 7 April Morning! :D

I can see my friends again!!! CHINYEE!!!! :))))

And my BFFs are coming, hopefully. :DDDD

I'm probably watching a movie tml with my colleague - meiyi. She took a day leave yet she has no planning of what to do. =.=
So we just decided we shall both go catch a movie tgt. LOL. And she shall wait for my work to end at 4.30pm. Haha. She can sleep till then. HAHA. :D

Updates

2011-03-10T11:07:00.002+08:00

Hello,

It's been quite a while since I last update. I was quite busy with work and taking care of my dear nephew. Haha.

Work-wise, some stuff happened. And I guess it started when I was on MC on one day. Damn suay, coz it's only the 1st time I took MC coz of my bloody wisdom tooth, and shit happens. :S
But it's not entirely my fault. So yeah. :)
Conclusion of the story, my boss leaving in April. Which is like we gonna be under only 1 boss for now. Haha. And shifting of office gonna happen like real soon, which I don't think will be next wk (march holidays).

Started playing badminton with my colleagues like on this tuesday. I even went to buy a nice yonex badminton racket so that we can play like every tuesday. LOL. Since we knocked off quite early, so we went to the gym to do "warm up"..and it's weird coz it's mostly boys. But there's only a few boys in the gym, since the rest are having CCAs.

Anyway the badminton was fun, and tiring. And now my right arm are still aching. Haha. Coz I was teaming up with my colleague (my dept), and he only talk, no action. So most of the time I had to run and hit back the shuttle cock. Basically it's like I'm the one juggling the entire half court. =.=
As we (the younger colleagues) just join the "experienced" colleagues for their weekly badminton games, we took 1 court, the seniors took 1 court, and another grp of JC students took another court. Both the other teams are more professionals, while we amateurs made the loudiest noise. I was totally embarrased/laughing throughout.. =.= But it was fun! :D

Last thurs-sun, my newphew stayed over at my hse since my sis & BIL went overseas over the wkend. Wow, I didn't know it's so tiring taking care of a kid for the entire day. Coz I volunteered to take care of WL on Sat since I'm at hm, and my parents need to work. So I told them to leave WL with me, I will take care of him.

So I brought WL to the library to look at books, and had lunch beforehand. I think I saw some familiar faces, one ex-schoolmate, and some other boys. Don't think they recognise me anyway. I think ppl look at me strangely, since I wore sth like very young, then took a small boy out, and was feeding him noodles at the coffee shop. =.=

There were many small children with parents at the children section library. And my nephew don't really know how to read, he just flip the pages, and look at pictures. I had to teach him some words and symbols. Bcoz I was too tired (slept over at a fren's hse the night before), I didn't read too much to him, and let him do his own flipping. Haha. Then I told him to borrow 4 books home. And he chose those super BIG books, with very little pages, which u can just flip at the library itself, and not slog it back home. So i went arnd helping him to choose books and borrow, along the way he wanted to take more books, but I refuse! LOL.

And oh, I bought a NEW WATCH~!!! Heheheee.. It's for job purpose, and so i bought a better one, as advised by friends. Haha. It has BLING BLING.. Jer they all say not tt suitable for work, but nevertheless, I still love my watch!! HAHAAa.. Thank you all for accompanying me to buy that day!!! :D

And I went for Watson Pte sale last thurs too.. So that's how I burst my budget for the mth.. I'm super poor now.. :(
I'm waiting for this mth pay.. It's coming SOON~!!! NEXT WEEK~!!! HAHAHAAA.. :D

Changes

2011-02-23T17:50:00.002+08:00

Heard a shocking news from a very gd old fren of mine. Okay, not really that old, but knew each other since sec 2.

Anyway, I didn't expect that to happen. I even thought that I will attend their wedding.
But things just happen. And I'm not in any position to comment much.

Then he told me about what he did during his exchange. WTH. HAHA.
And NOW I'm starting to worry about my little BROTHER~!

SHIT la. Seriously worried. My Brother is very open to new challenges, new experiences.
I seriously cannot imagine what will happen when he's like so far away from home.
Anything and everything can happen.

I just hope/pray that he will be safe, and not do anything STUPID.

I will start THREATENING him from now.. WAY BEFORE HE GO THERE FOR EXCHANGE~!!

Post CNY

2011-02-18T19:46:00.003+08:00

Hello all~!!!!

CNY came and flew off with the wind~~...

So how many hongbaos u all collected this year???

Since it's the first CNY I spent after working, my pocket burn quite a BIG hole..

Bcoz I gave some hongbaos to my love ones - my parents, nephews & niece!!

I know since I'm not married, I shldn't gave any hongbaos at all. However, having started work, I believed it's RIGHT to give my parents hongbaos right? I SHALL NOT learn from my ELDER BROTHER. That selfish fella. :(

And bcoz my dear nephew - Weilun's bday is nearing, I thought of giving him hongbao on CNY Day1 since I thought I won't be seeing him on his bday 8 Feb. And if I give him only, will look weird, so I gave to the other nephew & my cute niece too!! :D

And it's always CNY Day 1 that is more happening for my case. Day 2 was just slacking at home for me. Hehe. Day 3 went house visiting with my beloved babes. I felt guilty for dumping them on Chu San last year so as to go visit with my OG.

Sadly, this yr OG House visit was a huge failure. *tsk tsk*

And SRGE Guitar CNY Gathering finally SUCCEEDED after 2 yrs of failure? Haha.
SUPER DUPER LONG never see everyone le~ Though my dear Jody & Mabel were unable to make it. :(

Kevin started rearing RABBITs since last year. He had 6 rabbits in his house!!! They are so super cute!!! And he described his rearing of rabbits to us. And I asked all sorts of questions that Mh felt that I ask alot silly/funny questions.

But SERIOUSLY, will you be curious as to how to differentiate a male & a female rabbit??!!

I ask Kevin that question & he show me the private parts of the rabbits so as to differentiate. LOL. SERIOUS!! Everyone was laughing!! HAHA. But I'm really very curious mah! Just as I'm always curious that my dad can differentiate which discus fish is male or female!!

Anyway, I think in this world, only Meihui will think that I'm very FUNNY.
I think I'm BORING TTM... Haha.
That's why we're BFF huh?

Monday was Vday. And having to work on Monday, I decide to dress alittle nicer. Anyway, that wasn't the main thing I want to talk about.

Monday morning was a huge disaster!!! First thing in the morning, I was late(as usual). Then when I went into the Office. The Air-con was SPOILT!! FML!

So I went GO to ask my colleague to call who to solve the problem. Fine, called the estate and they came to solve the issue. But bcoz every morning I had a routine job to do, so I went out of the office to the Seminar Room.

The boys were there already. Then 1 was exclaiming about some stupid ants biting him. Then I also felt something bitting me. Then they realised there's a huge trail of ants all the way from the dustin in the SR to the drain outside. OMG. It was SUPER GROSS TTM okay!!

I have no idea which idiots left their leftover package food (dump them in the dustbin in the SR). Obviously the cleaner won't clean it, since it's inside the room. It was left over the weekends, that explains the huge trail of millions of ants. It's literally the ENTIRE ARMY of ANTS~!!! SUPER DUPER GROSS~!!!!

I had to race back to the GO to get the key for another SR to open for the boys so that the cleaners can clear the ants. OMG. My hairs still stand when I think of those disgusting ants.
Look, I have no huge problem with ants. I just can't stand seeing ALOT of ANTS!! Yucks.

After the first batch of boys went for their lessons/breaks, the next batch of boys came in.
Someone demanded : " Madam, It's V-day! Where's our Chocolates?!"
I said: " I was thinking whether I shld buy or not. But I have no time to go buy."
He replied: " Madam, 7-eleven @ JC side!"

Woah..see how demanding the boys are.
So I decide to walk over to JC side to buy chocolates for them. And I had to do it fast so as not to be caught by anyone else. (not supposed to)
And I didn't expect them to FINISH THE ENTIRE BOX of chocolates. SHIT. Lucky I bought a small box of Dove for the 1st batch of boys (since 1 of them still in the SR).
Bcoz I'm expecting other batch of boys to come in too. Since it's monday, most of them are coming in.
So I went all the way to JC again & buy 2 more boxes + 2 smaller packs for the other boys. All of them were so happy! HAHAHA..

After work, I only treat myself to Mac Hot Fudge! and Home-sweet-home!! :D
That's sum up my V-day. =D

Will talk about my boys another time. They are a bunch of super cute & funny kids! Some pervertic ones! LOL.

CNY Mood

2011-01-30T14:10:00.002+08:00

Time pass fast when u're working.. Haha. Coz everyday you will look forward to TGIF~!! lol.

And this weekend, everyone's looking forward to 2.5 working week~!!

And I'm probably working only for 2 days!! Coz no school on Wed~!! Hehex..

Hmm, for work wise, had been doing quite a few relief classes le.. And recently have to baby-sit boys for their free period. So practically had to walk to & fro my office to the seminar room to "observe" the boys. Haha.

Boys , no matter smart or not, are equally naughty, talkative slackers. Haha.
And boys to out-cast each other. LOL.

I was relief-ing for a sec 1 class. While I was walking around the class, I spotted something on an indian boy. He had this file, with transparent folders to hold his worksheets. And on the top of every page, he wrote " Hans is weird"..

Being super curious, I asked "Who's Hans?"

He pointed to his neighbour beside him -> His partner who came frm China.

I'm so amazed. LoL. Boys do this kind of things? I thought ONLY SMALL GIRLS do such stuff okay?! Haha.

So I "scolded" him " You cannot be so mean okay? Does he know you did such things? How will he feel?"

And the indian boy said his partner knew abt it. -_-"

So I asked the china boy, and he say he knew it, but can't be bothered. Haha.

The china boy was frm shanghai, but had been borned in Singapore & studied in SG. Just that both his parents were frm China. :S
And the boy does look alot more mature than the rest of the sec 1 boys in the class. Haha.

It's quite amusing to witness such happenings in school everyday. HAHA.

Counting down to CNY in 4 days~...

Brand New Year

2011-01-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

Happy 2011 to all~!!!

Wow, it's finally a new year! Had a busy weekend, with packed activities from fri - sun. Lack of sleep + over-eaten Junk food + ever-changing weather = Headache + flu + cough + sorethroat.

And I can't take MC even if I'm sick bcoz my the other colleague is having Hospitalisation Leave till 8 Jan. My unit is seriously short of manpower. But since 1st week of school should be quite okay, since most lessons start on 2nd week.

But I'm seriously having SERIOUS HEAVY Headache now.. Boo-hoo-hoo~
I shall ta-han for few more hours till 4.30pm... =(((

The OG gathering was nice!! Finally met up with my friends after such a long time. Haven't met many of them since I graduate like 6 mths ago? LOL. Everything was nice, and yeah, everyone talking abt their work/job, etc. And the girls basically gathered around me when they chat, so it's really interesting how a small arm chair can facilitate the cosy chat. HAHA.

Intitally, they were just seated on the 2 seater sofa, and I sat on the one seater sofa next to them. Then someone just sat in with them, chasing them to my side. LOL.

The midnight movie " The Tourist" was very nice!! Interesting!! Never waste the $10. hahaha.
Sorry for leaving immediately after the movie, coz I realised the Circle line still circulating, so took the train hm since the following morning I had chalet.

I was at the chalet on sat with my family. Had BBQ for 2 days, and went to walk arnd the Downtown East for a few times. We didn't play any Escape or WWW since some of us not feeling well - basically my dad & I. =(

And we watch a late night movie - Ghost Must be Crazy at Downtown East. The first part of the movie is funny, the 2nd part is plainly LAME...

So at the end of 1 gathering + 2 BBQ = SICK me.. =(((

back to work . . . . . .

Christmas Week

2010-12-21T08:39:00.002+08:00

Hellooo~

Life is good so far. But toward end of this week, work will be more hectic. Haha.

BUT, it's CHRISTMAS this wkend....

AND NEW YEAR nxt wkend~!! Whooo~!

And becoz it's the festivals, I've been trying to allocate my expenses properly. Keeping my expenses in check. Haha. See how much I will spent for a mth. But I guess I will just keep spending & spending. LOL.

Anyway, we gonna have our annual gathering on the 31st!! It was supposed to be for X'mas yet postponed to countdown!! Haha.

I seriously hope I can enjoy the gathering though I may forsee some things to happen. Haha. It's within the group. We shall see how it goes~. HAHA.

And yeah, my first X'mas lunch with my colleagues, even if it's held internally, and not go out for a nice buffet! :S

Merry Christmas to all~!!! :)))

Touching~

2010-12-08T13:26:00.002+08:00

Source: Forum

俗話說的好: 再好的魚肉吃多了，也還是想嚐嚐大白菜的味道；再好的老婆處久了，也還是想知道別的女人的風韻。所以，如果你下了決心勾引我老公，而我老公也上鉤了，我一點也不覺得奇怪。

人生不能想，一想就流淚。我們有我們每個人的事業，只是為了更好的生存，我們不能天天在一起，我們不能時刻都讓對方滿意。距離產生的美反而讓我們無法分開，他說他願意在任何一個場合跟任何一個人說，老婆為我做了很多，我永遠不會拋棄她。人說愛是自私的，可是愛也是高尚的，愛的最高境界不是佔有，如果我愛他，我選擇盡一切可能讓他感覺幸福。

男人經不起誘惑，尤其是美麗女人的誘惑，我老公也是個凡人，經不起。

我窮其一生追求的只是他對我的心意，不是任何一種內容和形式。

如果你勾引了他，而他發現你就是他一生要找的另一半，我為什麼非要橫在中間？

如果你不是，他終究會回到我的身邊。我了解並能容忍他的任何一個致命的弱點，我們一起經歷了風風雨雨的見證，有誰能像我一樣始終站在他生命最低谷的邊緣？

我正專心的看電視，他突然說：“我們離婚吧”。他很嚴肅，不像是跟我開玩笑。浮上我腦海的第一個念頭是：他肯定抄股虧大了，或者是得了絕症，怕連累我。我堅決的搖頭，油然而生一股要跟他共患難的豪情。

他的第二句話將我打入地獄：“我愛上別人了，對不起。”

“什麼時候？”我努力沉住氣。

“半年了，是旅行認識的，她是導遊，很單純，人又熱情。”也許意識到自己讚美的詞語用的過多，他剎住了，愧疚的看著我。

“有多愛？”“十分愛。”

我沒有再問下去，問的太細只會讓自己傷的更深，不如給自己留點顏面。

回憶跟他在一起的日子，我們很幸福。可是，既然人家已經喜新厭舊，我幹嗎死不放手呢？我長長吐了一口氣：“一切就按你的意思辦吧。有人能將你這個禍害從我身邊領走，我真是感激不盡。”他驚訝的看著我，他知道我並不是一個心胸豁達的女人。

“其實我對你也有審美疲勞。”你把我看的輕如鴻毛，就別指望自己還是我心中的泰山。

他深感愧疚，決定把家裡的一切留給我和孩子。

離婚前，他約我一起吃飯，幾杯酒下肚，他的話多了起來，他說，他希望得到我的祝福，他還主動說起那個女孩，她朝氣蓬勃，跟她在一起，他有被點燃的感覺。想起自己曾經也年輕漂亮，朝氣蓬勃，也曾經那樣吸引他，我與那個，只是隔了十年的光陰，卻被明顯貼上了舊愛與新歡的標籤。

“她很天真，一點小事也能讓她感到滿足，跟她去購物，抽獎得了一塊香皂；帶她去吃北京餃子；送她一塊20元的電子表，給她買一個土渣兒餅.. ....她都會欣喜若狂。跟她在一起，我很放鬆，我可以抽煙抽的屋子裡一股煙味，我可以玩通宵麻將，跟朋友拼酒......”他陶醉在自己的幸福里，滿眼的溫柔。

而我，像所有的黃臉婆一樣，精打細算，過問他每一筆開銷，買雙襪子都要貨比三家。我不許他抽煙，禁止他喝酒，更反對他吆三喝四的賭博。

“和她在一起，我感覺心跳加速，幹什麼都充滿力量。”他顯然已有幾分醉意。

我打斷他：“從此以後，我不再是你的黃臉婆，不再是你不用支付工資的用人。我可以節省為你熨衣服配領帶的時間，來打扮自己；我可以節省下為你買衣物的錢，給自己挑幾件拿的出手的時裝；我可以不用絞盡腦汁地搜索魚的N種做法，不用討好你的胃，想吃飯我就做，不想做飯，我可以帶女兒去吃快餐；我可以不再擔心你抽煙傷了肺，喝酒傷了肝；我不再為你洗吐的一塌糊塗的被單；不用在你醉了酒，睡在街邊某個角落時，一邊哭一邊滿大街的找；我可以不用再操心你老家的親戚今天誰做壽，明天誰娶媳婦，不用再每個月給你爸媽寄生活費；不用每年跟你坐半天的車，提著大包小包走十多里山路，只為陪你父母吃頓年夜飯.....是啊，離婚，真是太好了！”

說完這些，我淚如泉湧，而他則楞楞的看著我，我一直都表現的很冷靜，可是，一點酒精就把我的內心出賣了。三十多歲的女人，誰不在乎自己經營多年的婚姻？我又笑起來：“離吧，離了看你得意多久，你十分愛她是吧？她也十分愛你是吧？走到一起後，一起生活幾年，看你還會不會見到她就心跳加速，她現在能給你的都是十年前我給過你的，你就折騰去吧！等你折騰夠了就會發現，你只是把我們走過的路又重複走了一遍而已。 ”

“你醉了？”他有些緊張的看著我。

“我沒有天真單純過嗎？我沒有年輕美麗過嗎？我把你送的一隻銅戒指、一本書、一枚書籤視若珍寶，冒著嚴寒為你織手套。我也十分愛過，可是走進婚姻，女人的角色就複雜了，在愛的同時，有了很多責任。她不可能再十分專注的愛一個人，她要從這十分愛中分出一分愛公公婆婆，又要從中分出一分來愛自己的父母，還要從中分一分來愛孩子。十分的愛經過婚姻的洗禮，就只剩下了七分。當另一份十分的愛襲擊她的幸福時，她就無以抵擋......” 拉著小姐的手，一股暖流湧心頭；拉著情人的手，酸甜苦辣樣樣有；拉著老婆的手，等於左手摸右手”，左手右手都是自己的手，老婆畢竟是自己的左右手，用刀劃破自己的左臂右膀時，痛的不正是自己嗎？

最終，他堅持不要離婚。

我問，原因了？

他說，你清醒的時候沒有醉酒的時候理智，也沒有醉酒的時候聰明，你把我罵醒了。的確啊，這個家是來之不易的，不會有人比你更了解我，也不會有人能代替你在孩子心目中的位置的。我努力打拼了這麼久換來的美滿家庭，我差點親手毀掉。老婆，對不起！原來最愛我的人，一直都在我身邊，原來不能沒有對方的人，是我。

愛，不是做愛；愛，是想和她睡覺，相伴一生的枕邊人！」

謝謝某人，勾引我老公。

謝謝某人，讓我老公知道，他最愛的人是誰。

For those who can't read Chinese & don't understand.. TOO BAD! =P

Doing Fine~

2010-12-07T08:01:00.002+08:00

Ytd CY talked to me abt her new job.. I guess it's the same/similar situation. She got so stressed up that she can't take it.

I think I know what's the problem. It's the minimal knowledge we had, and the highest expectation they gave, and the little time and constraints they gave.

Perhaps you may say that we are too soft, that we can't take the little stress. And you may think we have all kinds of excuses. BUT we really do not have that sufficient knowledge/foundation to do sufficient well enough.

It reminds me of what my manager told my friend when she extended her probation. She expected my friend to do EQUALLY WELL as our executive who actually have more than 10 yrs of experience, before she will approve her probation and consider her perm.
WOW. So u expect us to be that good? that STABLE? You really think we are GENIUS right?
Amazingly unexpected. Okay, maybe my manager is the problem herself, not even us, all the seniors(include accountant) can't stand her too. LOL.

For my case, I think I really and seriously don't like it. I prefer a job that I can contribute to, and I can see & feel my contributions. At least for now, I'm happy enough. (or so commented by MH) Having sufficient time and energy to plan for what I'm gonna do for the following year. At least I'm looking forward to my work and plans. I hate the feeling of doing for the sake of doing, dreading whatever I'm doing, and having to in a battle mode every morning.

Currently, I'm a pioneer in my position. Basically we will have to come up with all the plans, SOPs, rules & regulations, all the trial & errors. This is something new & exciting for me, because I always have been following rules & regulations so blindly. Never asking abt why this why that. Although it may be tough later (esp next year), but at least the experience is NEW & exciting! Especially in a pace, that I can accept. :)

I may get bored or frustrated later, but the current environment will definitely smoothen everything. :)

As for CY, if you have anything to complain or need a listening ear, you can call me ANYTIME! But do call till I pick up your call!! Hehe. :)

New Job, New Expectations

2010-11-25T18:29:00.002+08:00

Yup. I've finalised on the Job selection.

And yes, I have started my job on Monday. So far so good, slacking I wld say for the first 3 days. Because my executive was away at overseas, so basically we were only given some briefing and introduction to some of the staffs there.

And today the executive came back, and gave us a more detailed job description on my position.
It's a super NEW job in the institution. So basically we are the pioneers of the department. And currently we have only 3 manpower, to handle workload given by the entire staffs of almost 500. Can hardly imagine the workload that is gonna piled up near the end of the year & beginning of the year. But I guess I will be MUCH HAPPIER even if I'll get busy. =D

I dunno how the rest will see me or whatever. I just want to work in an environment I like. =D

I hate the weather.. It's either too hot or too heavy rain with the thunders.

It's one month to Christmas~!! Season to be Joyful, Lalalala~lala~la~la! =D

Cause and Effect

2010-11-07T11:53:00.002+08:00

The issue was more or less settled. It had been sent for repair. Whatever that can be solved with certain amt of money isn't too much of an issue. But still, I have a phobia. I will try not to touched it even if I can.

Recently, perhaps of the incident, my dad haven't been feeling well. Not really in the sense of ill, but rather he had been feeling very uneasy. He say he worried alot. And I'm worried for him too. He's not that young anymore. And I had been nagging him to get a full body checkup. But he had been giving all sorts of excuses of not going. *sigh*

And ytd night, as we were watching the show abt Singaporeans doing volunteer work in foreign countries, contributing to the society. My dad was telling me abt causes and effects.
What you do in the past life, will bring forward to this life. Thus, if u're short tempered, most probably you're the same in previous life.

And I went to read this Causes & Effects book (got frm Guan Ming Shan Temple), it says that if one does evil in previous life, the evil seed will be ripened in this life. Similarly, if you do good deeds, and give more, you will lessen your retribution, and it will help in your next life.

I have no idea how much does one believe in all this. But I believe it's the same meaning regardless of which religion you believe in. Perhaps, I should start complimenting more often than critcising, be more kind and generous than stingy.

Thus, if you look at yourself, and compared with others. Think about what you may be doing previously, do more deeds, will only benefit you.

Let's all do good deeds okay?! =D

Remorse

2010-11-01T11:49:00.002+08:00

Something happened ytd due to my own fault. Reckless causing problems.

No idea how the other party want to settle it. *sigh*

Guilty & Remorse sets in.

I only have myself to blame. =(

New Skin - New Beginning

2010-10-22T13:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO~!!!!

It's been almost a mth since I've last updated.

I'm have quitted my job le for those who don't know yet. Haha. I know I know what u guys going to say. But nevertheless, I didn't regret my choice yet. LOL.

I changed my blogskin coz the previous one failed to show my Cbox, and friends can't leave a comment, or either I can't read the comments. So this cute new skin shall replace my pinkish world. LOL.

I love babies. Bcoz they're so cute & innocent. Love their cute innocent SMILES~!!!!
Love my Jiaen! Heheex. She's SO CUTE okay?!

Love how she always smile at me! Especially on the train, she keep smiling at me(I sat opposite her) that the surrounding passegners look at me. LOL.
But she STILL REJECT me when I offer to carry her. She ONLY clinged onto my sister. My poor sister can't take a long break or holiday just becoz Jiaen is over relying too much on her. Haha.

Over the mth, I managed to get a gd rest. Back to my DRAMAs, Kang Xi Lai Le, and Vampire diaries. And the We Got Married II!! My khunnie! Heheex.

If u realised, I have added some icons of 2pm in this new skin. LOL. I have actually thought of replacing the above babies pictures to 2pm pictures. Then it'll be TOTALLY 2pm!! Haha.

But nvm, i just leave this as it is first, shall change again for nxt yr. =D

I finally received calls for interviews after abt 3 wks. Went for one ytd, it's totally not what I've expected and sort of got naggings from my parents abt going for that stupid interview.
How would I know that they would arrange serious interview just for that? Kinda stupid.

But I would be going for another interview nxt tue. It's at RI. OMG. So near my place. I can walk to the workplace everyday if it doesn't rain. And it's my first workplace when I first start to work for temp position!! Hopefully they offer me high enough salary. Hehe. =D

Any friends want to jio me watch movies? I want watch movies, sing kbox, etc.. Jio me, jio me!! Haha.
ps: NO late night movies, u guys know my situation. Cinderella. lol. =D

Worst period of my working life

2010-09-18T13:07:00.003+08:00

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THE STUPID BANK RECON!!!!

The bank recon is the last straw to my tolerance. I dunno how the hell u want me to do it?!
And I still have the CF Forecast to do which is due nxt wk.

Today is my bday and WTH am I doing with my recons at hm, not knowing how to go abt doing it and crying all over again. It just got me so frustated again!!!

I really just want to dump the letter on mon and leave on friday. But the upcoming closing with the stupid MCS conversion will kill the rest if i just leave like that. I don't want to be said as irresponsible. But I just cannot take the pressure that is hovering over me!

I REALLY HATE IT!!!!!

WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF

2010-08-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

I seriously have no idea what's wrong with the navigation for my blog. The navigation to the message board is no available! It's right at the end of the navigation icons. BUT no idea why it just restart the scrolling.. *argh* Anyone who want to contact me, and not able to contact me on msn. Just drop me a PM on my Facebook or sms me! -> referring to chinyee!! HAhaa. The rest can call me, or sms me directly lar.

Haix.. Work is boring, and tiring.. My colleagues had been asking how is my job and how am i coping with it. What can I say man? Of coz I didn't tell the entire truth. LOL. I only complain a little to the new staffs (new frens) I made during the short orientation. All girls, except 1 malay guy. LOL.

And they are all arnd my age one. So okay. Easier to communicate. One of them were frm the same Uni as me. And we're both waiting for results. BUT she's tall & slim. Noticed her a few times in the company. Coz she's the only one who wear short, tight fitting dress, then tall tall one. She's in the same batch as us. But she's quite nice actually, she has that aura with her. I guess she's frm a rich family? I will find a time to chat with her soon. LOL.

I'm thinking of making a BIG decision. Haha. Don't know if it will seem as a surprise to most of my frens. But those who know me well enough, would have expected it. You can say that it's one of my childhood dream. But aiya, everything is so tough. Getting in is a problem, surviving, and doing well and enjoying it is another BIG problem.

But I'm still weighing the pros & cons. See how it goes. Hopefully I can survive the 6 mths - 1 yr period I give myself to this current job. :)

Updates

2010-08-15T00:48:00.002+08:00

Life after Closing is so far still good! LOL.

Eh, still undergoing training, but my supervisor will ask me to leave when it's time to knock off. LOL. And 2 days Orientation Programme nxt wk = No need to face comp, stare at numbers for the entire day!! Have the chance to visit the store & warehouse! Haha.

Working life for everyone is really different. So we will try to meet up at least on the wkends. And I really appreciate it. Or else, working life is really shag & boring. Chatting, crapping, teasing, critising & LOL-ing is good for health! =D

Had been raining every sat morning, spoil my plan to go swimming on sat morning. Damn!
I'm getting fatter man. Gain 1 kg. Coz working life : Wake up - eat - work - lunch - work - dinner - rest - slp. Cycle goes on & on. FAT in no time man!! Hahaha.

And my bro got RED eye for more than a wk. Stupid brother. His pageant kept him so busy that I only managed to see him on monday(National Day - PH), then ytd night then saw him again.
Coz from Tue - Thurs, he came home so late that I'm already asleep when he came back. And I went to work early in the morning. So basically it's like he still camping/NS, even when he haven't start his Uni terms yet. Which he will stay in hostel, only come back on wkends.

But he finally see a doctor ytd, and his red eyes FINALLY more or less recovered. And I really scared he will spread his red eyes virus to me. I can't afford to have red eye! My work need my whole eyes attention. And I can't take leave to recuperate when still undergoing probation!

Happy National Day & Happy YOG to all! =D

Happy Birthday to my old friend~

New Job = MNC = STRESS

2010-07-31T00:14:00.002+08:00

Yes, I've finally found a job. And yes, it's a BIG firm.
And Yes, I'll get to learn alot alot of Accounting-related hands-on experience.

Basically my entire office, 80% are accountants, 18% IT ppl, 1% HR, 1% Top Managers.

And NO, I'm not working in a local CPA firm nor one of the BIG4, even if the structure sounds like one, where it's populated by accounts employees.

Yes, it's an MNC. But the global finance & IT is located in SG. Meaning, the entire SG team, worked for the entire world's offices.

First Day of work I already felt very tired. Maybe not used to waking up so early. Yet, having to learn so many things on day one is really tiring. Especially when your manager and colleagues not prepared for your arrival.

And I just realised that the girl I was replaced for left on Mon. That explains why they want me to start immediately on tue, when I only get the confirmation call on monday late afternoon.

The environment is populated by women. Yes. My whole team are all women, my supervisor, manager, manager's head are women. LOL. And they are not within our age range, except the girl who sat beside me, she's also new in the company(1 mth earlier). But she's an indonesian, so can't really gossip much. *sigh*

I'm still trying to learn as much, and try to get used to the environment. Hopefully, I'll make more friends, especially those my age de. Coz I do see some girls arnd my age, but not frm same dept/side.

MONTH END CLOSING IS NOT A JOKE.

I'm really very worried abt nxt wk, where all the rushing, OTs, Balancing, Analysing, will take place.
*Put finger crossed* that it will not be as tough as I think~ ={

Delimna

2010-07-23T00:26:00.003+08:00

Tired. Delimna. Sleepy.

My bro probably dancing his butt away now. Or chatting with girls. LOL.

5 days 4 night camp. I think they're crazy. Everyday with less than 3 hrs of sleep. And kena tekan by seniors. Worse than army ICT? LOL.

And he said his SP ok-looking. What's Ok looking when u didn't take a pic to show me?!

And he said he's in pageant. Wow. Haha. I will definitely go support him de! But I doubt he will get the pageant King if he's really in it. Coz he's not that shuai afterall. Ah boy is still ah boy afterall.

I have 2 job offers. And one is cfm, another one having interview tml. Hopefully I'll get into the latter one. Higher pay, better benefits, but further distance. LOL.

PLEASE LET ME GET IN, AND CFM BY TML, RIGHT AFTER THE INTERVIEW!!!

So that I can reject the other one ASAP. I very scared of picking up calls today, scared it was by the former job agent. Not sure if she'll scold me or not. *dies*

It's weird how our fate entwingled together. It's amazing that u still rmb. But I doubt u cares.

Updates

2010-06-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

It's been a WHILE since I've updated my blog.

I'm back from my trip to HK, with my family & cousins. A 6 days, but super duper tiring F&E trip. Although it's said to be F&E, but it's not free nor easy at all. Haha.

If you see our iteniary, you can understand my Xingku-ness. LoL.

Basically, the 1st day was gone by the flight, and the purchasing of day tour packages. Which we only managed to go to the Peak and visit the Madame Tussard Wax Museum.
Imagine, having not enough slp the day before, and going back to the hotel late(11+pm), and sleeping late, AND waking up super early the following morning for a half day tour (7am) to Lantau. Took the 360 degree Cable car ride and visit the BIG Buddha at the top of the mountain.

3rd day was spent at Disneyland. Another whole day gone. Disneyland was fine. First visit to such themeparks. But not as what I've expected. I expect to take pictures with those disney princesses!!! To live up to my childhood dreams, for not owning any disney princess barbie dolls or whatsoever toys. HOWEVER, u need to QUEUE UP for a long period of time to take pic with them. Which we have NO TIME TO WASTE, coz we're all running arnd the theme park, to catch shows, and play some of the rides. *sad*

Didn't bought much disney gifts there, as it was EX as expected!! Haha. But I saw a super nice ring there!! Wanted to buy, but after long considerations, I didn't bought it. Because I'm not sure will it last, even if it's at that level of price. LOL.

4th day was spent on going to Shenzhen. Took the train(not MTR) all the way to the other end of HK then went over to Shenzhen. It's like gg frm SG to JB. But apparently, it's a REALLY BAD CHOICE to go Shenzhen. Got axed really badly for our first buy!! Unless u're really really GREAT at BARGAINING, I seriously advise u not to go there at all!

And the entire mall was filled with CIGARETTE SMOKE!!!! OMG.
HOW I HATED SMOKERS/SMOKE~!!!! And the smoke was everywhere there, both inside & outside. I think the death rate for cancers are SO MUCH HIGHER THERE!!
My family were all coughing like mad! And my throat was so dry and felt so disgusted!
BAD BAD EXPERIENCE~!!!

Oh, and while waiting for my family to return back to the overhead bridge, my sis & I saw this grp of Ah Tiongs trading Baby Powder products. They have this big china racksack carrier, inside all big tins of EnfaG**w baby powder. Dunno if those are real milk powder or what?! Reminds me of the previous poisonous milk powder case in China. *Scary~!!*

We went back to HK early for that day, coz we felt there's really nth to shop at SZ. So we went back HK to have our dinner & do shopping in HK instead! Managed to get some loots at the Garden Street. But they close damn early, 9pm and the stalls close for the night. 10+pm and the shops closes. DAMN. The clothes there are pretty cheap and nice! (though not as cheap as at TW). Oh, and I found a shop selling hair accessories, that sold Cheap & PRETTY earrings!!!! I love buying those cute & pretty earrings!! I even tried to find back that particular shop on the last day at HK to buy more earrings. Haha. Bought a total of 8 pairs! lol.

Second last day was spent at Macau. We went with a tour grp for macau trip. And the trip started DAMN EARLY can?! We had to reach the harbour by 8.30am. So we had to wake up at 7am, which i woke up at 6.30am to bathe/get ready. *sigh*

2nd time at Macau, but since this time with a bigger tour group, we went to some pastry shop, the macau street, and finally ended at those casino place (City of Dreams). But my sis's main concern is the visit to venitian. So while my parents, bro, cousins & aunt went to the casino to play, my sis(taking WL who can't go into the casino) & I went to venitian side to take picture and explore. The ceilings, and decorations at venitian side was prettier, glamourer and lesser ppl.
And i got diarrehoea on the way back, that I shitted on the entire trip back to HK. *sigh*

Met our HK relatives there too. This time managed to see our uncles whom we never see before. Weird feelings. LOL. But they're pretty friendly. But we felt bad to suddenly like call them up and say we're at HK and want to meet them. LOL. And they bought us some HK goodies for us to bring back.

Overall, we had fun. But we didn't shop enough. At least that what my sis & I felt. I didn't buy much clothes there lor. Not enough to last till CNY leh. Haha. So after I came back, and met with my sis on monday, we went to shop again. But I bought all office wear. But GREAT BUYS!! Yeap!

As for my job searching, still looking aimlessly. Send hundreds of resume liao. But not much call-up interviews leh. And those interview(s) I went are small firms. I want BIG firms, MNCs, CPA firms, or BIG4! WHY THEY NEVER CALL ME?! SADed.

Post exam

2010-06-01T10:21:00.001+08:00

My exams had finally ended! Which means I finally can relax & slack w/o feeling guilty!! Lol.

BUT I'm still as busy as ever especially at night. That's why u dun see me online at night.

Why?!

Because I have to take care of someone, hoax him to sleep and make sure he don't bang his head arnd.

He's not my bf, definitely not.
Not my bro either, my bro old enough to take care of himself.
Yes, my little newphew.

He's disturbing me since the wk of my final wk of exams. Haha. He's sick, and now his sis's turn.

Anyway I realised it's really so not easy taking care of a kid. Especially when he's so actively shouting arnd. Lol.

But sometimes when u listen to his answers to our qns, u will feel that actually he's pretty smart! But he's still mumble alot, maybe due to his crooked teeth, sometimes we can't understand what he's saying.

A conversation btw us:
Me:伟伦，谁是妈咪的宝贝？
WL：我和嘉恩是妈咪的宝贝。
Me：那谁是你的宝贝？
WL：我和嘉恩是妈咪的宝贝。
Me：谁是你的宝贝？
WL：嘉恩和妈咪是我的宝贝。
Me：那daddy呢？
WL：我是daddy的儿子。
Me：-.-＂
My dad：谁是阿公的宝贝？
WL：阿姨是阿公的宝贝。
My dad：那外婆呢？
WL：小舅是外婆的宝贝！

FYI, we didn't tell him anything. He said all those himself! He's smart to realise all those!! Hahaaha.

Haix. I'm bored! I want sing Kbox & watch Prince of Persia!! And Karate Kid which is out nxt wk!! =S

Han kyung

2010-05-13T11:59:00.001+08:00

As a fan of han kyung's FB profile, the fans asked him to return to SJ?! Does that means he's leaving SJ? Why? He spent so much efforts to survive in Korea to come to the popularity now.. And now is he going to 单飞?

I saw some of the YouTube videos of his solo performance in shanghai & shenzhen early this year. I'll be really sad if he leaves SJ leh. *sigh*

Oh, if u guys are free.. Shld go watch the We Got Married II, this season one equally or even funnier than the first season!!

Got the guy who acted in 是美男啊, his "wife" is the youngest girl frm SNSD, seohyun. The girl is really pure & innocent! So the couples look sweet yet funny, bcoz the girl insist her husband to read alot of self-improvement books! Lol.

Another funny couple is the skinny boy yet versatile in variety performance,(2am), with Gain frm brown eyes girls. Their interactions nv fail to make mr laugh like mad. Lol.

Someone said that once a paper is so away frm the other paper, u tend to slack, or slow dwn. Omg.

I shld go STUDY NOW!! Shoo~!!

Kpop

2010-05-08T12:42:00.003+08:00

Kpop is up again~! Haha..

Though I understand Japanese language more than Korean, but nowadays I watched more korean drama and listen to more of Kpop! Haha.

Super Junior had always being the one of the best Korean male group.

Bcoz of MBC music award 2010 I watched few mths ago, I got to know more korean bands.
2PM is a another group I love!! They are really very versatile!! LOL.

Like SuJu, they can dance very well!! Very manly too!

They can dance the female group's song! So funny and cute!!

They can act CUTE too!! Haha. Meow!

AND they can act sexy!! LOL.

And did I mention they have HOT BOD?

Love their HEARTBEAT~!!! <3

They are so playful too!

OMG. So in love with 2PM!! They rock! Haahaha..

Back to hit my books! =D

Labour Day

2010-05-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today's Labour day. But a family day for me.. =D

Went to celebrate my dad's bday + Mothers' day! We went to a different restaurant - Tung Lok, for it's ala carte buffet!

Wow. The food is really NICE!! They have sashimi salmon + seafood + dim sum menu. But their sashimi salmon not as nice as frm jap restaurant, their dim sum so so only. But their seafood is really GREAT!

Though they dun serve Crabs at the Orchard Central branch, but their prawns , salad, even their fried rice are nice! The seafood are fresh, since they specialized in seafood!

Now we have another restaurant for our nxt family celebration. Yummy!

The weather is really FREAKING HOT today!!! Drank few litres of water alr, yet still thirsty. It made me so restless~!

*sigh*

Sometimes I hate it when other ppl are starting to enjoy their holidays le, while we still struggling to prepare for our battle.. People finish their exam, then my 1st paper starts. And my paper have to spread throughout the entire may. 27 days of May. Haix. But I think it's good so as to have adequate time for studying each module.

My last round of battle~ I will jia you de!! Please give me strength, health, perserverance, excellent brain cells & intelligence!! =D

My Jiaen can sit le! And she love playing with her bowl, though she can't eat with us yet. And I tried carrying her today! Still a little grumpy! Only my dad managed to carry her for a longer time. I think bcoz he used to handle the grumpy sisters in the past?! LOL.

留下阴影

2010-04-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

One thing I learnt from this whole incident is NOT to be TOO TRUSTING..

There's always two sides of a story, and they may not necessary matched. That's why I always try to take a neutral stand.

Sometimes by just agreeing with what one says will land u in trouble..

Man can create troubles, sometimes worse than women. They can start from smoke, to fire, then to explosion!

For any future possible similar situations, I will keep a "NO Comment" viewpoint.

Maybe someday you will find a much more quieter me.
Which some of my closer friends had find me being too closed up and quiet. It's bcoz of such situations and misunderstanding that result in who I am today.

It's scary to imagine such situations happen in office scenario which will definitely be catastrophic..

Morale of the story:
Be careful who u talk to, and what u say.
You never know how it will spread.

我从来都不赞同你的做法与想法.我能理解他们的想法,因为有时你真的太过分了!很多时候,你的为人处事实在让人无法苟同.

Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak. Since birth, it has always been a sign that you're alive.

Ever-changing weather

2010-04-24T12:28:00.000+08:00

I'm fine, don't worry. I think it's okay bah. Haha.

Had been trying to study at hm these few days. Woah.. The weather is damn bad!!
Freaking hot weather in the morning, then freaking dark & stormy in the evening~!!

This is what I meant by DARK!!
It's only like 5+pm and it made my entire living room so dark like it's midnight!

Does the picture look familiar to u? I think it looks like one of the scene in Harry potter! Lol. I always love Harry potter movies!! Haha.

So I guess the weather will be the same for today too? Hmm..
A fren posted sth abt the rain falling frm these few days till 28th are acid rain due to the eruption of the ice vocalno. So people, try to stay at hm during the rain okay?! Haha.

Oh, my dear Jiaen can sit now le! I think the period when babies are the cutest is when they can sit up, crawl & learn to walk..!

Aww, I missed how Weilun was like this when he so much cuter!! Haha. He's more naughty than cute for now. And he don't like me anymore! Coz I'm fierce to him when he's naughty!! Plus, he was bribed (with toys) by my bro's wife that he always stick with her when she's arnd.. Lol. See how practical that small boy is!!

Maturity comes with age and experiences. However, I believe we shld display maturity once we pass 21.
There's always a limit to jokes. Playing with words is definitely not smart nor matured!

2010-04-19T11:45:00.001+08:00

I think I've screw things up again..

*sigh*

Sometimes, it's good to just keep quiet.
Not to ask questions even know u have doubts.
Coz it's gonna just get u into more trouble.
I hope things gonna be just fine again.
Bcoz I dun wanna lose a friend....

=(

2010-04-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to Graduates of 2010~!

Attended my OG friends' convo ytd & today.

Ytd was Alan, Deduan & May. Today's Christine.
And we saw Gary too, of coz and the SRC ex-excos.

Didn't really attend Alan's convo coz it was in the morning & I was still having my lessons. Then we waited for the 2nd batch of convo which DD & may were in. And today, made the special trip back to sch to specially attend Chris's convo. So long never see her le & she became thinner le!=D

Saw my fren, met & make new friends today!!

Although it rained for both days, nevertheless, I'm happy for all of them.
Congratulations to all again!! =D

Not well again

2010-04-05T22:42:00.001+08:00

Sore throat again.
Heachache.
Heat rash.
My dad say I may be allergic to alcohol.. Haha.

My bro's bday party was a huge success. Whole chalet filled with abt 50 guys.. When the soccer goal went in, everyone cheered so loudly. This shows tt guys can be equally noisy or nosier than gals.

And my poor bro was dunked into the pool a few times. I followed for a few rounds then gave up! Haha..

My bro is really very lucky to have so many bros arnd. Dogs & Pigs bros. LoL.

Was chatting with my gf last nite. She said I'm a very funny person, so shld hang out more with me..
But I'm actually a very boring person. Crazy person. Lol.

Was watching my bro's frens video for him. A fren of him always like to mention his blood grp and the characteristics:
Talkative, Loud, Selfish, Betrayer of friends~

How true does it represent my character?! =P

Seriously Sick

2010-04-01T10:58:00.002+08:00

Was it the weather? Or my dad?

I'm SICK again..

I thought by swimming frequently, I will fall sick less often.
But NO!!

I'm still sick. I think worse than before.

Previously only flu and maybe sore throat. Now I have flu, fever, headache, sore throat.

Dunno where I got it frm. Most probably frm my dad. Coz he was sick when he returned back frm m'sia. And he's still sick now, then I got sick. *sigh*

H1N1? Dengue Fever? Common Cold?

Can the nearby construction stop drilling holes? It's irritating my headache.. *argh!*

2010-03-21T15:52:00.002+08:00

Love HTHT with my girlfriends~

It's great to just sit down and chat for hours..

We are great friends okay?! LOL.

Chemistry vs Security.

What is ur choice? :D

2010-03-19T00:45:00.002+08:00

I PASSED~!!

Hahaha..

I was so damn nervous before my actual TP. I took one more lesson before the actual test. And I made quite a few fatal mistakes, but still the instructor very nice to me. LOL.

Becoz I had to go all the way to Woodlands to take the car, drive back to AMK for the practice. And since I'm having test in the afternoon, the instructor can drop me at the AMK office then he drive back to woodlands. He's pretty nice, asked me where I want to have my lunch, den drop me at the hawker centre before he drive back. LOL.

And my warm-up practice is a total mess too. The female instructor (my first & only female instructor) commented that I was the only trainee that made her so confused by all my silly qns. Haha. She asked me if I ate any sotong during lunch, coz I'm like so blur with all the directions.
I said: "erm, I ate cuttlefish (porridge) for lunch." Then she laughed so loud. HAHA.
Luckily during the actual TP, everything went pretty smoothly!! =D

My circuit was all right, just that I did quite a few corrective actions for my parking, bcoz the earlier instructor say nv risk ur parking, do all corrective actions u want!
Oh, no emergency brake for the test. I was anticipating for it. But he nv slam!

Then when I was going out to the minor road from the school. There's this fleet of crows gathered in the middle of the road, I already drive pretty slowly, but they still pecking on the road. So I STOPPED & HONKED once. One flew away, the rest still there. I honk another 2 times, then they managed to fly away. Actually at that moment, I was considering whether shld i stop & honk, or just continue driving expecting the birds to fly away. But I don't wanna risk myself in crushing those birds. LOL.

The test routes are pretty smooth too. Hehe. I rmb all the tips abt choosing the right lane for driving straight!! And my U-turn is pretty smooth!! Haha. All those turning right at the junction, I purposely wait till every single incoming car had passed, and basically clear, before I do my turning. Don't want to risk any chance man! Haha.

After the test, I followed the tester up to the office. Actually, I thought they would just told us if we pass or fail directly after we finish the test. But they only told/show us after they print out the test results.

And the only thing my tester said was: "Do you know just now when u honk at those birds, one of them died."
Me: "Huh?! I ran over it arh?"
Tester: "You honk too many times, that one die of heart attack. You just need to honk once, they will just fly away~"

Then he laughed and walked away, other testers in the office also laughed. -_-"

So not funny!!

Then, we watched these real scary video abt road safety. It shows all those real pictures of dead victims from accidents, and those videos of car crushing etc. It's like watching a scary movie. But it's REAL!

And since only those who pass the test can watched the video...
That period when I took the test, got abt 6 females, 4 males. But only 3 females & 3 males watched the video in the small room. So I guess it's much easier for guys to pass TP than girls?!
BUT, on the same day, I had 2 other female friends taking TP. And ALL 3 of us PASSED!

SO..It shows that WOMEN can be a GOOD driver too!! Hehehee~~ =D

Something

2010-03-10T18:42:00.000+08:00

Something happen.. But I dunno what had happened.. Actually I dun dare to ask much.. Coz I worry there's nth much I can do either..

Is always taking things with a pinch of salt wrong?
Is trying not to bother too much wrong?
How abt placing everything onto ur shoulders? Will it make u & everyone else happier?

I know I'm not a gd listener nor a gd adviser.. Nevertheless, just want to let u know, i'm always there.. A phone call away.. U know my Hse no.. =)

Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak. Since birth, it has always been a sign that you're alive.

Drowsy

2010-03-05T18:50:00.002+08:00

Sneezing all the way through the audit paper in the freaking cold hall..

Yet I saw more than one girls dressed in a dress only, revealing their shoulders walking out of the hall..

Amazed at how they can stand the cold environment..

Ate flu medicine to clear my nose blockage..

Feeling drowsy now..

Not having the mood to study for this entire prelim period..

Better be motivated soon, before the actual exam..

Ciaos~!

CNY 2010

2010-02-23T23:32:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY to all~!!

I had a well spent CNY this year.. Activities so packed tt I only manage to rest on Chu 5.. Haha.. Strange bcoz usually I only have activities on chu 1 & chu 3..

Anyway, I gambled a little on the 1st 3 days.. Lost some $$.. Lol..
But the angbao collected is still more than my losses of coz..

This yr I did 3 Lo Hei.. Twice with OG 8! Huat arh~! The last one is with my family of coz! Sakae Lo Hei very NICE!! Coz of the thick salmon sashimi!! My favourite!! Hee~ =)

Soon it's the end of CNY and exams coming real soon!! Prelims start nxt wk! Oh mine..

And I had been trying to clear my 12 MA CNY hamper qns by tml!! Coz James will check on Thursday! He really pushing us alot leh.. I thought no holiday hw this yr coz he have out super late.. But haix~ super wrong man!!

I've gotta work super hard on my revisions!! Please give me motivation!!!

阿弥陀佛~佛萨保佑我~!!

2010-02-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

I'm getting FATTER~
Like bloated..even my sis say I looked fatter..
Omg~ Don't feel like taking pictures anymore..
Especially when u have a group of friends who have underweight problems.
Taking pictures with them magnifies my face/size~
*boo~*

I'm getting LAZIER~
It's offically less than 1 mth before the prelims..
And I'm still freakingly wasting my precious time away..
How am I gonna do well in this empty mind?

My 2010 resolution weren't met yet, not even reaching it.
I'm just freaking lazy~ =S

On a side note,

HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY TO CHAN WEILUN~!!!

He's officially 3 yrs old today~!!! *cheers*

Wish him a healthy, and happy life. To grow taller, healthier, smarter & cuter~!! =D

ps: I still want his bday goodie bag!! LOL.

Family Sunday

2010-01-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

Sat my nephew came over for a sleep over since his parent have a wedding dinner to attend to. So I had to take care of this little boy since he's sleeping with me at night.

My parents really dote on him alot! So many of his toys, piling up in my Hse!! Anyway my parents have fun taking him walk arnd the neighbourhood and playing with him.

I guess my parents missed the time when they wld place their child in btw them in their big bed and try to slp tgt. The last time they did that shld be my didi. And now Weilun!

*sigh*

I didn't managed to slp well the entire night coz this little boy kept coughing quite badly the entire night that I had to pat him a few times.

And there's a few times he wld shout in his dreams or suddenly woke up, sat up & look arnd him. But within few mins he wld turn to another side of the bed & went back to his dreams.

And he woke up at 8+am! But after which my parents took care of him then I went back to slp! LOL.

Sunday, he played with my neighbour(Malay)'s son. I know WL learnt this bad phrase " neh, neh, neh, boo, boo!" frm his frens in sch. So he said that a fee times & the Malay kid (few yrs older than WL) learnt it too & said it! Both of them run to & fro & shout " neh neh neh boo boo" into my Hse!

Aiyo, I really dunno what to say! Haha. So I just let them play since they won't understand anything although I think the Malay boy shld be old enough to know he shldn't said that too. :X

2 naughty boys playing arnd~

Then my sis came to pick up weilun & she brought Jiaen!!

My baby girl!! So long nv see her le!! Heard that she's not feeling well last wk. But luckily her mood still not that bad!

Although she almost cried when I waved to her when she first saw me. But after I sang my best song " Twinkle little star" she started to smile at me!!

Jiaen look really adorable when she smile!! But she can be really scary when she cries!!

And Yeah~! I managed to take a close up pic with Jiaen~

Although she didn't look at the camera. Coz my sis was carrying JE & helping me take this pic!! LOL.

And my arm muscles ache terribly the whole of ytd night after helping my sis carry JE's 摇篮 frm one end of the neighbourhood to my Hse then to their Hse! It's damn heavy!! The entire metal structure leh!! *sob* :~(

Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak. Since birth, it has always been a sign that you're alive.

OG prawning

2010-01-23T12:32:00.001+08:00

Went to eat dinner with my OG peeps again. Not the entire usual gang. Anyway, we ate at Botak joanes then we went PRAWNING!

First time prawning after such a long time of saying want to do prawning. Although I'm pretty pissed why my parents say don't go prawning?! Prawn also cannot?! *sigh*

Anyway we started prawning quite late, almost 9pm le.. But our results bot that bad! I think coz of Jer & YF! Since Jer always fish & prawn, he taught us some techniques he learnt frm old uncles! Haha..

Guohao managed to finally catch 1 super big prawn which I think can be referred as King of Prawns~

Haha. This King of Prawns attracted many attention from other prawners.. Some ppl came over & exclaimed "woah, really BIG!"

YF decided to take a pic with the King of Prawn too! LoL.

BUT I'm pretty guilty that the King of prawns escaped frm the net after I wanted to take a final picture of all the prawns caught, which YF took out the King to let me take.

YF says it jumped out of the net after he tried to put it back in. I think GH very sad! LOL. But huimin say "aiyah, it's the prawn's fate! It's fated not to be eaten by them!" <- Hahahaa..

Okay, that's abt the highlight of last night event. Pictures shall explain more:

Jerome's first catch!! He caught the most prawns that night!!

Alan helping Jer to remove the pinchers of the prawn

YF 1st catch of the night! 2nd most caught prawns!

Huimin's 1st catch! The prawn kept struggling~

Alan's 1st catch!

My 1st catch! I caught 3! Then I leave the catching to the more experienced since I took quite long to catch the 3!

Alan decided to retire frm the prawning and relax~ Old man is tired frm work! LOL.

Guohao's King of prawn! I swear it look like lobster! Especially with the Big & Long pinchers~

It seems like a father taking pic with his daughter! Haha. Can't believe they're our OGL 3 yrs ago! LOL.

2010-01-16T01:10:00.002+08:00

Am I really that Naive?

I was chatting with my decade friend just now. She commented that I'm pretty naive in my thinking. Well, I don't deny that. Because I still believe in fairytales? HAHA. Not exactly that. But I still think that friends that I know are good. As in they don't do anything seriously bad.
I mean if they're that bad, they won't be my friends. Bcoz I'm very particular about who are my friends, and who I hang out with.

I don't really go for any sorts of outing or gathering. Perhaps when I was younger, I was slightly injured over friendship and many other things? So naturally a wall was built around me, to protect me from external invasion.

But I believe that I've grown to be wiser in choosing friends and thinking wise. Although I became timid-er and more dao(to hide my shy-ness), but I still think that there are good people around. Really. Maybe because I do see good and kind souls around, not those who are corrupted spiritually.

And my friend is right. I'm still in my own comfort zone. That's why they think i'm tian zhen. Haha. Tian zhen in a way is good. Because people like me are lacking in this cruel & tiring world, isn't it? LOL.

2010-01-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes giving constructive advice will only lead to more ridicule. That's why I learn to stop giving any more comments. Just Shut Up Xiurong!

Advice from one person made a huge difference in advice from another person. Even when the advice are the same.

Given the choice to choose all over again. I'll definitely choose the one I wanted. Not to be lead by the nose again.

*Please don't ask what happened. I just want to rant things out*

2010-01-10T16:37:00.004+08:00

I realised that there's no comments or anything. I think maybe it's because you guys think I remove my tagboard right? Haha. NOPE.

<--- My tagboard can be access by clicking from the range of small, cutie icons on the top of the left column. Click on the last icon.

It's been about 1 wk+ since we entered into 2010. Well, I went to pay for my final exam fees with my OG peeps. As usual, we're all late. I thought i'm the latest, but i'm actually the 2nd earliest. Then there was a long queue at RELC. My no. was 8354, but it was only at arnd 8298 when we reached. That was like so damn long. Anyway, since I was paying by cheque, YF ask me to drop the cheque into the box then we wait for the rest to pay theirs by nets ( Nets queue are so much faster).

We had our lunch at sushi tei. I think that was my first time eating there. Anyway, we had our nice chat. Okay, considered nice. Although there was some, small little arguments. LOL. Kelly was so cute!! *random*

Jer/GH said I'm the only girl who did so many things with them. Sounds wrong here. BUT it's just very normal things lar. Haha. The one who ate KFC, NYNY, AMK Kbox, study at AMK, TW trip, ChompChomp, Lan shop. LOL. Actually, christine also always join them in most of their small outings mah. It just happened that I'm the only one who live considerably nearer to them. Haha.

Finally met up with Jane + meihui on thurs. Had our dinner at 15 minutes(nice atmosphere). Had our nice chat. Updates on Jane's life. haha. Coz she's too busy with work & other things that we can only meet till now. And meihui forgot her things AGAIN! I was right man. HAHA. Nearly forgot it again when I met up with her on fri. *sigh*

Spring cleaned a little ytd. Had to cleared all the rubbish in 2 cupboards, to welcome one brand new cupboard. But it will only be delivered at the last wk of this month. So much dust + rubbish.
And I still have 4/5 of my room left uncleared. *sigh* That's what I hate about CNY. =(

I HAVEN'T START REVISING ON MY OTHER MODULES. I'M SO DEAD MAN.
JAMES IS STILL AS FIERCE AS EVER~

But he's really really a very nice lecturer + Hardworking one. Flip his mindmaps. Thank you for the *gift* (summary of one topic)!!! =D

2010-01-02T00:38:00.003+08:00

A BRAND NEW YEAR

A BRAND NEW SKIN

A BRAND NEW HAIRCUT

A BRAND NEW START

HAPPY 2010 TO EVERYONE~!!!!!

First of all, I need to plan ahead for this brand new year. It's gonna be a very impt year of my life. Because it's my final year for my University LIFE!! I'm gonna graduate soon!! After I slog for the first half of this year. Time really flies. 3 years just gone like that!!

And soon, I don't have to feel down for new year, CNY. Because EVERY CNY I had to WORRY for my exams which come real soon after that. My FR last year, this year MA. OMG.

JK just like to haunt us man. He never let us off even when we dun have to see him for 2 wks. Because his WARNINGS will always haunt our mind! *sigh*

I seriously had to buck up & chiong for this last lap of my Uni life. Better don't regret my actions when I received the results in Sept.

And what's my resolution for 2010? I specified very clearly in my msn for those who know me. HAHA.. And mh say my resolution NEVER CHANGE. Oops. Which means I never fulfil it! LOL.

2010 Resolution:

1) Slim Down by at least 10 kg!!!

I know this the aim for all girls on earth. As in we always want to slim down, even for those who are already too thin. Er-herm. Hahaa. BUT I really need to SHOU XIA LAI.. I getting FATTER le. *sigh*

2) Study HARDER

Notice it's "harder", not just hard. LOL. Although I always tell myself to study hard. There's always so many temptations out there. DRAMAS. Lots of them. LOL. Okay, I shld just locked my laptop some day & just disappear from the online world!!

3) Get a boyfriend

OMG. I'm gg to turn 23 this year. This is a BIG number okay?! Although ppl always say female's age is always a secret. BUT I'M SO OLD LIAO STILL UNATTACHED!!!!

I seriously worried for my love life. Hahaa. Friends have been telling me to go out to hunt for guys. But hello?! I don't have enough friends, no wide social circle to know more friends. How to hunt? My usual clique are...erm.. the guys.. no comments... HAHA.

I seriously need to know more people. Please intro friends to me! Heh heh..

Nice people only! =D

4) Earn Lots of Money!!

Since I'll be graduating soon, hopefully, I can get a high paying job ASAP. A job with a comfortable environment. Friendly colleagues, nice surroundings, good location, high paying, challenging but enjoyable!

Okay. Let's talk about my niece now.

I'M SO SAD!!!

CHAN JIAEN DON'T LIKE ME!!

Whenever i carried her, she start bawling. It's literally crying her heart out! Even when I tried to talk to her, smile at her when her mummy was talking to her. She turn from =) to =( then start to wail so loudly. And she can't stand staying in my place for long. She will cry non-stop~!

*sigh*

She really don't like me. She only like to make funny faces at me when my sis carried her.

But nevertheless, I still love my Niece & Nephew!

Happy New Year to all!! =D

2009-12-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

OMG... PRACTICAL TEST DATES LEFT MARCH ONLY!!!! ARGH...

IT'S FATE..

*SIGH*

I think I'll just stick to my current booked sessions.. Then advanced as it goes. *sigh*

I just bought an Iphone. And..I'm seriously BROKE! *sigh*

On a side note, MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone~!!! =D

2009-12-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

Wow, I have completed 11 driving lessons.. Learnt finish the reversal directional change. My driving improved a little, at least more confident in driving, although still commit some mistakes that may cost me immediate failure. Haha. Yes. They gonna stop using poles for parking, and SSDC gonna shift to Woodlands in March. *haix*

School wise. *sigh* James is getting fiercer & stricter with our class. Initially, he's happy with our class, but after the assignments, he start to change. He said our class has the lowest percentage of ppl who hand in the assignments. And not everyone took the test. And he's really disappointed with us. Haix. Hopefully, we can work harder to meet his expectations so that he won't be so strict with us.

Nxt wkend I'm gonna be super busy. OG gathering on Fri, auto driving lesson on sat, MA lesson on sunday. Wkends just burnt like that. And X'mas is here! I think this yr's X'mas abit quiet. Bcoz my aunt's family went england to visit my cousin who just went over there this yr to study. So not that happening? HAhHa.

Life is just so complicated.. You can choose to ignore or guess.. But you never know until you're honest with yourself..

2009-11-28T00:42:00.002+08:00

I have gone for 3 driving lessons already. Wow. I can drive a car! Hahaa.

But..

I mount kerb twice. And knocked down a cone on returning back to school from main road on the 3rd lesson. Haha. And I got laughed by my 2nd instructor. Coz he said "eye-point", and I infer as " I point". So i ask "point what?". And he laughed. Haha. But I laughed too. Coz I really thought he meant "I point..."!! And he say I like to think into the details of what people said. I think he put it very nicely, coz my 1st instructor ( for 1st 2 lessons) said I can't understand SIMPLE instructions. I'm too kan chiong le. LoL.

BUT driving a car is a BIG thing. You need to understand the full detailed instruction, then u know which direction to go next right? Later mis-understand instructions may get into accident mah. Haha. BUT I think THINKING TOO MUCH is in my BLOOD. Not the first time I got such comments. A few of my frens will frequently say the same thing too. It's in the BLOOD of the VIRGOs I think. PERFECTIONIST. I think my perfectionist is in looking into details!

Today is Public Holiday. Went JB today with my family! So long nv go JB le. And they change the malaysia checkpoint! Now is so beautiful and CLEAN! Haha. BIG and FULLY AIR-CONDITIONED!! AND directly link to City Square. Wow.

Went shopping till I'm so shagged now. Bought 2 pairs of shoes, 1 top & 1 sunglass. Had fun with my family, w/o my henpecked elder bro. Haha.

Oh, I say XIE JIAFA on bus 74 on Wed, on the way to school. I'm 90% sure is him!! OMG. Haha. Coz he came down from the upper deck while alighting at the stop nearest to his workplace. I think he's quite shuai leh!! And his voice very nice on radio!!

2009-11-12T18:20:00.002+08:00

Life's boring. School tiring. Dramas interesting. Haaha..

Anyway, Sam says he saw pregnant students in school. Wow. I think there's a trend towards younger mums. OMG. Seriously dunno what happen to the world today. The younger mums are getting younger. What's a use of condom? Haha.

Anyway, I seriously don't believe in S** before marriage. LOL. I don't think it's appropriate to discuss here. BUT why can't girls think twice before they do foolish things? Then again, I think I can hear my fren saying " You'll never know" -> heard it quite a few times recently.

And my driving practical lessons are going to start next FRIDAY! OMG. I'm very worried about driving a car. I had always been a passenger till now, not that I had the chance to be drive around very frequently. But being a passenger and driver is VERY DIFFERENT!! Especially with the manual gears & clutch. I think i'm gonna eat alot of dead engine. Haha. Let's just hope I don't panic & cry when I'm learning how to drive.

Today's JANE's Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE!!! Love u!! =D

2009-11-02T00:30:00.002+08:00

I was sick the entire last wk. Directly after my weekend job. *sigh* I think I got some kind of flu virus. And my dad suggested that I may have gotten the twisted H1N1 virus. But it's really really bad, that i skipped 2 lectures. Liane called me on tue while I was sleeping.

3+pm
Liane: "Hello, where are you? You reach school already?"
Me: " Eh, I'm not gg to sch today. Not feeling well. Why?"
Liane: " Oh, no wonder you sound like that. I was thinking of asking u to share waffle with me. Okay, then rest well."

She ends the conversation, but I still heard that she was telling someone "she's sick!'

HAhahaha.. Basically, I think it's quite funny. Coz i was wondering why she called me to ask me to share waffle with her? Coz she called me at 3+pm, and I was supposed to have lesson at 3.30pm! Liane ah~!

But I fully recovered le. Just some sore throat. I think the weather is really really bad. Coz chinyee was sick too. I thought I pass my virus to her. Haha. But she said her mum was sick too, so not from me. LOL.

Anyway, I heard a very shocked news from MH. Seriously don't know what's the world is getting into?!! Haha. But she's so much more luckier than my senior. I think it's a trend. So trendy that I keep hearing such news around. OMG. Last time my senior, then someone from a class nxt to mine, then now my junior. Haiyo. Don't know what to say. Just wish them all the best!!

2009-10-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

I'm SUPER TIRED~!!!!!...

*sigh*

Just came back from work. Totally shagged to the max.

Stand the entire day.
Talk the entire day.
Swing the entire day.

Guess what i'm working as?...

Promoter again.

Promote what? (Guess)
.
.
.
.
Wii

Haha. Yeah. Found this short term job, which has to work over the weekends. And this weekend, the Wii roadshow is outside Taka, near the fountain. If you guys free over the weekends, can come find me and play the game!! Haha.

School is busy as usual. Packed timetable. Extremely tired on wed & thurs. *sigh*
I seriously need to start revising all that had been taught or else it's hard for me to do well.

I HAD TO DO VERY VERY VERY x 100 WELL THIS YEAR!!!! O.O

2009-10-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

My bro wedding is over on 26th Sept. It's so messy I must say. Haha. But things still turn out fine in the end.

Early in the morning, he went to pick up bride with his "bros". Yet he forgot the most impt thing - Wedding Flowers!! My aunt took me to collect the roast pig, and I received call frm my mum to reach home asap. Then we realised my bro forgot his flowers. So we had to bring it all the way from Bishan to Tampines. Since it's a BMW sports car, my aunt drove the fastest she can, and reach there in abt 20 mins.

Then we went to have a little breakfast before home as they reaching back my home soon. I brought Weilun along with us, and he had to be there to open the wedding car door for them. LOL.

I don't really like the "crowd" in my house. Totally mess up my place. Haha. Anyway, the house was so noisy with kids walking about. And I had to attend/take care of my little nephew who always played with his "car car" at one corner.

After the tea ceremony and lunch, my aunt bring me to a home salon to do my hair & makeup. The makeup artist asked if I want natural or dramatic. And i chose dramatic bcoz I nv try smokey make up b4. OMG. I really regretted it leh. Haha. It was too dramatic for me to handle. LOL. And when we reach the hotel ballroom, my hair was already "cui". Haha.

Fast forward to the dinner. Things got messed up again. The sitting arrangements and guests who said they can't make it, yet turn up for the night. But luckily they settled the mess w/o opening new table.

I would say planning, organising, recee-ing, to actual day. The wedding process is a very messy, long, tiring thing to do. Having witness it twice from my sis & bro. Makes me think twice about getting married in future. Haha~

Recently, I got a temp job scoping ice-cream for a family day at Sentosa for 2 sats. Went last sat and I suffered for nxt 2 days. My right palm & arm is in total pain. Cannot use much force after the work. *cries* I was so tired and in pain that after my dad help me massage the hand, I went to sleep and slept all the way from 9pm till 10am nxt morning. Now there's still alittle pain on my elbow and palm.

Last sun, we went to visit my sis & her baby Jia En. Actually I already went up last thurs to try feeding Jia En. She's so SMALL but adorable!! She has pretty eyes!! Heex. I always love baby girls. I think most girls love baby girls, except those who zhong nan qing níu lar. Haha.

Isn't she adorable?!! I love this picture. Totally love her expressions!!! Haha. But her immature father always disturb/bully her de. I have some videos(evidence) to prove his baby abuse!! But haven't upload onto facebook. Haha.

I've bought a pretty purple little dress & 2 packets (3 each) of pretty headbands for Jia En. She's gonna be stunning on her full mth celebration nxt sat. Heex. <3 Jia En

2009-09-19T23:11:00.003+08:00

Thank you to all my friends and family who remembered my Birthday!!

Thank you to Junyun, Jane, Meihui, Christine Ong, May Low, Zhang Jiankai, Jody, Joyce Ang, Adeline Goh, Mabel, Sze Pei, Lishi, Yuxuan, Elizabeth, Benjamin liew, YenLing, Yinghui, YuJui, Deduan, Boonwei, Sebastian, WeeKhee, Cuijun, YeeSin, Valerie, Andy, YouHan, ZhongLun, Jeremy Lim, Jianhui, Xiuhui(Sis), Zhijue(Bro), Jingwei, Evelyn Lim, Mr Lee, Guohao, Jerome and Suyee.

Had dinner with Jane & Meihui at 15 minutes at LaSalle. It's a nice place with nice food! The pasta is yummy! Although the choices of food are pretty limited. But the food are nice and there's live performance by some local singers.

Jane posing.

Meihui & I.

Their present for me -> Warehouse Clutch bag.

Winnie the Pooh Cushion from Zhijue. Haha. I only asked him randomly and he brought it out to my sight! Didn't expect him to buy anything for me! Coz I have been asking him every year, and he finally bought a present for me this year! *Touched* Haha. Okay, I'm not a soft toy person, but I love this! It's soft & huggable enough! Heex.

And today is a very SPECIAL DAY for my dear niece -> Chan Jia En.
It's her BIRTH day today 19/09/2009!!! But not at the time 20:09. Haha. She popped at around 6+pm. But still, she's a healthy baby! Both mummy & baby is healthy and safe!! Thank god! =D

Princess JiaEn:

2009-09-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

Just came back from OG MGM. Hahaha. Nowadays, I think we only have monthly gatherings.
Finally sang kbox together again ever since prelims? heex. Liane say my singing improve. I think mainly becoz the sound system in that room is great, so it helps me in my singing.

Then we went bugis to eat steamboat. Went by hy's new car. And bcoz there's 5 girls, so he drive all the girls, while the rest of the guys took a cab there. But apparently, we girls are quite road idiot. Don't really know the road way to the steamboat area, so we just go round & round bugis. HAHA.

We ate the chong qing steamboat, but is the fake one beside the popular one, mainly bcoz it's full already. The fake steamboat don't really have alot of variety in terms of meat, but they do have nice cooked food. Heex.

We had alot of fun/laughter during the steamboat coz yf entertained us while teasing may. It's this kind of gathering that i really enjoyed especially when we refresh how we all first met, the special situations during FOC camp and how our OG family grow bigger with new members. OMG. It seems to be ytd, but now half of our OG are graduated le. Time really flies!

Nowadays I have been slacking at home while packing up my room. I'm addicted to this TW drama - 終極三國.

The 武虎將 all quite shuai, doesn't lose to farenheit. Haha. But I like 脩 the most.
OMG. He's so shuai when he play the guitar (electric/classical). And i really like his acting. How he can act 2 split personality. I love the way how he act with 曾沛慈 as a pair of CUTE couples. Especially when 曾沛慈 call 脩 "Beibei". So SWEET!!! Heex.

And now only show till ep 29, the most touching part!! 脩 was crying so badly when he was about to leave 曾沛慈. Awww..
And 曾沛慈 is really good in acting. She's super cute!! And she's very zai in singing. 曾沛慈 is one of the Xing guang ban participants. And she sings really well in some of the drama songs!!

東城衛+曾沛慈 - 夠愛 MV (完整版) with lyrics

東城衞與曾沛慈淚了MV

Love both songs!! Really NICE!!!

2009-09-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

Went to watch "G-Force" with Meihui ytd. The movie is Nice! Cute! And Funny!
I dunno whether it's fate or what, I always watch such movies with meihui, the previous one is "Alvin & the Chipmunk".

But I think both movies are equally nice! At least it's not really totally cartoon.
Personally, I feel that it's a waste of money to watch cartoon movies at the cinema! HAHA.

And I saw SIM ppl in the cinema! So qiao. We were like trying to get into the cinema, and there's this couple blocking our way, I think they trying to find their tickets. Then the girl turned her head, it's stephanie. And I think she changed bf. LOL. If I'm not wrong, she wasn't with the guy(forgot what's his name) from SRC too.

Seriously, I don't really like her. Heard alot alot of stories about her. How B*tchy she is, etc. I don't like such ppl, so I won't b*tch abt her here. LOL. But I just happened to always see her around. Haix.

Then while shopping with mh after the movie, saw another SIM girl. Very obvious becoz we have quite a no. of lectures together, and she resemblence a friend of mine.

I think bcoz we're still having holidays, so those who are not working but basically very free(to shop). So u can encounter a couple of them in Orchard. Wow.

And I finally went to eat the Swensen 1 for 1 Ice-cream buffet. I must say, it's not very worth the value w/o the promotion. LOL. Bcoz if u go on a hungry stomach, u get full super fast. Maybe bcoz we took 2 cheesecakes each which makes us feel full. But I love the ice-cream!!! Especially the strawberry sherbet & lychee ones. Nice! And I had enough of CHOCOLATE ice-cream. Heex. Bcoz the first few variety of scoops I took are chocolate, but i think mh will kill me if I choose all chocolate, being a nice friend, I choose 2 chocolates, 1 mango & 1 durian for the first round. Well, the durian is pretty nice, but I dun really like durian ice-cream, except if it really contains durian meat. Yum-yum!!

My house is pretty messy nowadays. Haha. And I always hear "loud talking" at night. Basically all the naggings and almost shouting between my parents & my bro. Haix. Having a wedding is so much of a hassle. U have to settle the house renovation, the afternoon buffet, no. of bros/sis, cars, restaurant, no. of tables, seating plans, make-up, photography, etc.

This is the 2nd time my family going through a wedding. And it's equally noisy - full of arguing. Sometimes it makes me feel like not holding wedding or anything in future. Totally MA-FAN!!

A marriage is not about two people only. It's about the union of two families and their relatives and friends. Complications happen. Seriously, I don't really want to help him. But I do pity him for not having any friends he can turn to when such "happy" things happen. Always pre-occupied by his gf, leading to no friends at all. How wonderful!

And being a sister of his, I had no choice, but to agree to help him. And I do hope his wedding will go smoothly. Afterall, we're a family and he is my brother. He better do appreciate our help!

其实我并不勇敢，只是偶尔冲动。
我一直以来只喜欢好人，只是还没遇到对的人。
或许已经认识，但在对的时间，认识对的人，
才是对的。

2009-09-01T15:20:00.003+08:00

Results are out. And it's disastrous. Haix.

I flunked my law unit. WTH. I seriously dunno what to say. I try to improve on the writing le. It's just hard to rmb the case's name and apply to all 4 qns. And to think that my dad rush down and bring me the statute book on the actual day itself. I still flunked it with the statue book. Even though it doesn't really help coz there's no case names in the book.

As for the rest of my modules. I'm totally disappointed. The results are terribly lousy. Didn't even score for the core unit which I thought I can do well in. The many days I spent in trying to finish the assignments & holiday package of 33 qns. Haix.

Sometimes, I just wonder if I'm really stupid. Or just plain lazy. Always losing the motivation, and momentum for constant revision.

I have decided for the nxt term. 3 hrs lecture. 1 hr mugging in sch library b4 going home or anywhere else.

Just utterly disappointed with myself.

2009-08-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just don't know what to believe anymore.

There's a leakage of results yesterday afternoon arnd 3+pm. And some of the students(including some of my friends), managed to see their results online. And after I logged in, they took the profile away, so that we can't view it.
Anyway, we heard that if we click on the link of the academic profile, we can see whether we pass or fail our modules. So i went to see...

I have 1 blue icon, which was said to have failed the module. OMG. I was like stunned. I check the module at the side, it's my law unit. !@#$%^&

*demoralised*

I dunno if it's due to an error on the system or I really did fail that module. Some friends try to console me and say it may not be accurate. They ask me to wait for the actual ones. *sigh*

There's all sorts of sayings going on around. So I really dunno what to believe anymore. I just try to be hopeful that I pass all my modules so that I can go on to take 4 modules for my last year.

I even went to si ma lu's guanyin temple to pray for all pass for my subjects. Amituofo!!

Learning to control my temper, do good deeds, accept others' faults and be empathetic about things especially during low self-esteem. =)

2009-08-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

I'm now free.. As in free from working for the moment. LOL.

Such a short term of working. BUT I met LOTS of friends!!! I saw alot of long-lost frens.
Very thankful for those who walk past, who visited, and specially those who specially came over to chat with me, to visit me. OMG. It's so nice having such frens!!

SPECIAL THANKS TO Meihui & Huijuan. So sweet of them to visit me for few days at the roadshow. Love u girls!!

It's pretty amazing to spot/see so many xinminians in NTU. Is really ALOT! Including the seniors & juniors. The percentage of the frens I saw, about 80% are xinminians. WoW! Haha.

And I saw an old classmate of mine. Actually is he spotted me when i'm wanted to go to the toilet. Woah.
I seriously CANNOT RECOGNISE him. Okay, maybe bcoz i'm really really very tired, so didn't managed to recognise when he called me. I even said "eh, are u my junior? You're frm choir right?" LOL. He was pretty disappointed/embarrased I think. Haha. But he admits that many of our classmates can't recognised him on the streets. Maybe bcoz he've grown abit taller, abit more "qing xiu", doesn't look that nerdy anymore. Oops. =X

Sometimes Í'm amazed at how fate works.
The world is small, s'pore is small. Friends/social circle are even smaller.

It's a small world afterall. =D

2009-08-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really can't be bothered with what's happening at home. Too tired to care & bother about it.
Because once I do contribute anything to it, I'll still get scolded for nth. So what's the point of bothering it?

Besides, I'm super super tired & shagged from whole day standing and entertaining customers till I really don't have the energy to argue/fight with them lar.

Childish/Immature guy who can't even settle simple things like this. Don't even know how to give simple respect/apology to the person who did u a favour.

Whatever things happen, I really can't stand the way he handle things, and how she sides him no matter what.
Seriously, it's not our problem and yet we got all the scoldings. WHATEVER.

Anyway, we had a mini XMS gathering in NTU today. HAHA. So many of them in NTU. Haix. Blame myself for being so slack & unable to get into NTU too. .:lol:.

2 more days left. Need to hit my target!

2009-08-15T01:06:00.003+08:00

Finally end of the NUS extended roadshow. Haha. Long 2 wks of work. Maybe it's been so long since i work everyday. So everytime felt so tired easily.

Anyway this week is GREAT!! Really saw alot of ppl when the students start school. Haha. Saw alot of shuai ge!! Haha. Saw a shuai ge in bus today, he dressed & style quite nicely. LOL.

Oh, today i jumped when someone shouted my name. Wah, I really XIAO DAO leh!! Haha. Seriously, this is the first time I hear him calling my name. Felt so wierd! LOL. But I think it's really nice of you to walk past again. Although u didn't walk past again after ur lunch lar!! HAHA. U know who u are if u're reading this(which I don't think u do, nowadays). LOL.

Haix, think I will miss NUS. Haha. Although I can't stand the noise they make during their events. Damn noisy. And some songs they sang ar, wah..CMI. Haha. I think it's some guy trying to sing girl's version. Turn out it's super wierd! Never bother to walk dwn to see who's singing anyway. HAHA.

Okay, next wk i'm gg NTU. WOW. Another local uni. Hopefully they give me some spare time to meet up with mh for lunch. HAHA. I hope I will meet those ppl I want to meet & for those I dun want to see, please dun let me see them. HAHA.

But the thought of travelling all the way to NTU makes me very sian. Till now i'm still very unsure which stop to alight for the shuttle bus. Haix. =S

2009-08-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

I saw alot of familiar faces today in NUS~! haha..

Some of you may know that i'm working in NUS for the past 2 wks. LOL. Saw quite a few of my frens.

I saw 2 juniors, 1 buddy, 1 CCA fren, 1 sec sch senior. All guys. Haha. Dunno why I didn't see any of my girl frens in NUS yet. Strange. I think most of them graduated. And plus the fact that my girlfrens are in NTU. No worries, will visit them in NTU nxt week.

Although I'm not a local Uni student, but had the experience of their campus life. Literally rotting there right in their campus. HAHA.

I had lunch with Edwin in NUS. Haha. So nice of him to come pei me eat lunch. We haven't met up since CNY at kevin's hse! Okay, maybe just saw him ytd with shaun and his grp of frens ytd when they walk past my area. HAHA. But engine canteen have SO MANY PPL during their lunch time. Cannot find any seats! Had to share with another guy who read a storybook while he eat! Haven seen such sight ever since sec/JC times. LOL.

Oh, not to forget Mr. Ng for walking past too huh?! HAHAHA. Told him since last wk i'm in NUS. Today then walk past my booth, yet still think i'm located at the other side. Haha. But nevertheless, you have the heart to come drop by. LOL. Thanks dude!

Okay. So who's gonna pei me eat lunch for tml & fri? This fri last day at NUS le. Book me soon ar! Haha.

Heard this touching/emo song over the radio on my way home today. Nice!

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成

你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

*emo*

2009-08-10T00:34:00.003+08:00

I'm sun-BURNT & my butt is so PAIN!

Hahaa. The weather is great today, just alittle too SUNNY! Haha. Got alittle sunburnt! And my butt still have the bicycle's seat feeling. It's like i'm still riding the bicycle that kinda feeling! You understand what I'm saying?

Totally Shagged Out!! Haha.

After cycling 2 hrs, went BK to relax & chit chat. Was so stinky & sticky!
Oh, I love HUIMIN man. Haha. Love the way she talk/react! Her words always 一针见血!!
HAHAAA.. Really lor. If u hang out with her just for a day, u can really salute her. And if u see her in person, u can never imagine she speaks liddat. Not those loud type, just speak normally, but her main points always hit the nerves! LOL.
I love the way how she always shoot GH. Shut his mouth up! HAHAHAA..

After our dinner at shoduku, we went to watch fireworks! We did watched the fireworks in the end. Although not from the view we wanted, but still got a pretty clear view!~

I really hate those Banglas. So MANY of them. And they cheer for nth. Irritating! haha. Nevertheless, we did enjoy the fireworks! Love the heart shape fireworks! PINK colour!!! HAHA! =)

I seriously think the no. of H1N1 cases will hit a new time high after today. Becoz there's so many ppl out there whereever u go. And so close to one another. Just our group alone, more than half of them are sick! Haha. Virus keep spreading from one to another, and back to u again! lol.

Okay, i better go eat more medicine to prevent myself from being sick! Haha.

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE!!

- Shagged Out -

2009-08-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

The air is really really bad~!!!!

I'm sneezing non-stop again. My immune system really CMI! Haha.
Everyone's sick now. And I believe it's either the common flu or the H1N1. Which I can't really differentiate between the 2 of them. What's the difference huh?

Anyway, tommorrow's NATIONAL DAY! Yeah.

Actually every year when it comes to this day, I dun really feel much about it. Maybe when I'm still in school, meaning like secondary or JC days where u actually DO CELEBRATE national day with celebrations/concerts.

But since I'm in a uni, it does not makes much difference to me since my sch term haven start yet. Still have another month or more to go. Woots!

And tml, I'm gonna celebrate it with my group of Uni frens. Love them so much! haha. Yup. Finally Liane's gonna have her cycling outing. Which she can't really cycle. Haha. I was told that out of the 4 esprimere girls, only DD can cycle independently. The rest can't, or need help. So they need me! Haha. I don't mind fetching them since they're so much lighter than me. As for Liane, I don't think she needs my help lar. Unless mr J doesn't know how to cycle too. Which I seriously doubt so, since I only know he doesn't swim. LOL. Okay, other sports wise, he's good lar.

As for the fireworks, we're going to watch it tgt. If we can watch it at the right time! haha. I still personally think it's best watched with ur love ones! Haha. Nevertheless, I do hope to watch the entire fireworks clearly.

Oh, did I mention I hate crowds?! Especially those pushing & pulling, yet didn't really move an inch?! Yes. I hate those situations. And since we're going to watch fireworks at such places, it bound to have such situation. Hopefully, the department in charge do a really good job in controlling & directing such crowds.

Please pray that the weather for tml is gonna be fantastic! And my health & everyone else to be healthy & happy!

All goddess, divine beings please bless us!

May S'pore prosper, no wars, no diseases, no viruses, no bloodsheds, no disasters, no economic downturn, no high unemployment rate.

May all be good & healthy! :)

2009-08-03T00:45:00.005+08:00

Do you know how crazy the song "Nobody" by wondergirls is?

Uni camps uses the song as SP dance background songs.

Every korean knows how to sing it.

And finally this Fantastic Robot dance:

Amazing. Love these cute little robots!! haha.

Now to another video that touches my heart very strongly.

A powerful & amazing tool that create miracles. Something we all call - LOVE.

And the motivational story behind this strong love of a Father for his beloved son:

Inspiring story that touches my heart and many others.

So when will you be the one to be creating miracles that touches the hearts of many?

2009-07-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

I LOVE watching dramas~!!!

I'm a total DRAMA ADDICT! Heex..

Anyway, I'm now watching the "Grow with Love" - HK drama at 10pm Ch U.
The show super funny! And touching I would say.

Fatty Tian so good to have such good guys who fall head over heels for her. Tml's episode is gonna be damn funny! LOL.

*sigh* Where's mine? Fatty Rong?! Hahaa..

Okay, I'm trying to lose weight here! Meihui can vouch for it. Haha.
Will show you my DETERMINATION de! Hahaaaa...

And I'm re-watching "Fated to Love" -> TW drama.

This is SUPER NICE & TOUCHING!!! This drama made me cry alot the last time i watched it. Poor Xinyi~!! I re-watched it bcoz it's gonna be broadcast in SG. So re-watched to find back the touching scenes. =)

Just read someone's blog, not my friend actually. OMG. He's attached!! But his gf, erm, not that attractive. Haha. But he's super attractive lar! haha.

Oh well, he's a christian anyway. And he no longer studies in my school too. So nvm about that.
Just sad that another good bachelor is attached! :(

2009-07-17T23:17:00.007+08:00

SUPER TIRED~~!!!!

It's a super packed & tiring week for me. Basically I had to help my dad out at his clinic as my mum went overseas with my dear bro. Which means I have to wake up at 8+am and get ready for "work"..and "work" all the way till 8pm. Woah..And this week I finally started training for my job on monday & today. Wednesday went for another interview.

Good news is I've sort of found a job. Bad news is..the job is still not that stable yet. Meaning, i'm still not getting paid yet, coz under training. LOL. Will see how it goes. Lucky I made a new fren from SIM too. Or else, I guess I'll really get bored or nervous during trainings.

I managed to sneak out of my busy schedule to watch Harry Potter with Jer, chris & alan. Haha. Last minute decision huh. Called me while I'm out having lunch with my dad. But my dad ask me go ahead & watch. Hmm..the movie was quite okay. Not as exciting as expected. I prefer more fighting. Maybe bcoz I didn't watch the previous episode - Order of the Phoniex. I was wondering why I didn't watch?! Since I love Harry Potter movies so much~!!!! HAHAHA..

WHY DIDN'T HERMONIE LIKE POTTER?

I seriously think they suit each other better~ in terms of looks, bravery & intelligence!! LOL.
But since the storybooks wrote it like that, the movies can't change much huh~! =S

This sunday is SHAPE run. Yeah~I'm going. 5km. Haha. I'll do my best to run/walk fast de! Heex.. Since i'm so Out-of-SHAPE during this period. LOL.

Monday going to be another long day training for me. Sian. This time i'm alone. Hopefully, I'll met/know someone new! Shuai ge will be preferred!! LOL. =P

2009-07-12T00:29:00.012+08:00

Okay, here's my summary of my taiwan trip~
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We had fun.

What a Great Summary!

Haha.. =X

Well, our first day at taiwan is pretty short, reaches there at 6.45pm. After we finally get to our hostel, it's already 8pm. So we went down to ximenting to explore.

Our very first meal is Ah Chong Mian Xian. It's one of the dishes that one must try in taiwan.

Simply delicious!! =D

After which we went lava. Happening night. Haha.

2nd day, the first thing after our brunch is the haircut for the guys. Their hair are simply too long. So they went to this salon call "Ruan Jian" as they offer a promotion for haircut & hairwash.

Woah..their hair cut took them freaking 2 hrs..1st time hear that guys cut hair need 2+ hrs..LOL.

But the results are pretty good. It changes jerome's image. LOL. No wonder taiwan guys so good at styling & dress up. Becoz just their hairstylist already so different from SG.

After which we went to Toilet Bowl Restaurant. Had a hard time finding the place. Haha. Realised that it's actually very near our hostel. LOL. The decor are nice, but not as good as expected. I expected something more posh. Maybe bcoz we went to ximenting branch. Shld go the other branch de. Anyway, we sat at the table that MiLuBing & Derrick hoh sat before. Bcoz they left their note there. And since we're also frm SG. So we decided to leave a note there. After much decorations & drawings by Christine, we asked GH to slip it in, and warn him to make sure it landed facing up. LOL.

I guess the ending is pretty obvious right? Or else he won't be back with us. LOL.

After the luner, we went Wufenpu for SHOPPING. Girls' heaven! Hahaha.

3rd Day, we took bullet train to Taizhong.

At Taizhong, we went to play their water theme park - Yamay water theme park. Play almost all the rides. I think the best station for the water theme park is the "Tsunami", something like big wave pool. Just that their wave is really super high. Quite challenging. Hahaa.

After which, we went to Fengjia NM for SHOPPING..Heex. Then after some shopping, we went to sing kbox overnight.

4th Day: Bcoz we only went back to our hostel in the morning, so we slept till late in the afternoon. By the time they woke up, it's already 4pm. After wash up & everything, they went to eat $399NT buffet at arnd 5.30pm. After which, we went Shilin NM for SHOPPING again!! Haha. We saw some funny yet amazing scenes there. LOL.

5th day: We went Yang Ming Shan for our HOTSPRING~~!! Woo-hoo~! haha.

Bcoz we got the free hotspring vouchers from our hostel. 3 girls went into 1 private room, 3 guys another one. Haha. Can hear their shouting & talking from our room. Good experience of the hotspring~! lol.

After which we went straight to Danshui - Yu Ren Ma Tou.. We did some shopping along the ma tou, before we reaches the lovers' bridge for some nice photographs.

Actually, I don't know why we are so crazy that day. We took so many pictures. And we did alot of STUNTS! Hahaha. Yes. STUNTS! (see my FB pictures for the pictures). We did some shadow shots, jumping shots (against & with the sunlight - in BX's cam, not uploaded yet). LOL. There were so many tourists there & everyone were looking at how we made a fool of ourselves. OMG. Seriously crazy bunch of people. Hahaa. GH & alan did a crazy "Shutter" shot too. lol.

Love this shot alot! LOL. Spot the difference!! Hahahahaa... =X

We had our dinner at a posh resturant next to the lovers' bridge. We were attracted by the singing of a guy that was broadcasted through a loud speaker. So we decided to eat there. The food were delicious! Value for money I would say. The singer was good too!!

6th day: We went Keelung's Jiufen to buy the local products. It's a must go place for me. Coz need to buy mango pudding, mochi etc..Haha.

We did some shopping there too, other than the local food products. Ate some delicious snacks!!

We took the Jie Yun(bus) back to taipei, put our stuff down & head down to shilin for dinner/supper.

Day 7: We went to those small places we want to go - CD streets, stationary shop, Bank of Taiwan, Gundam display, etc. We took pictures with these big Gundam displays. Not exactly a fan of Gundam, in fact my didi also not a fan of it, so i dunno much about Gundam. Basically I know of Gundam through outside those promotions(TV cartoons) or through my cousins (they read comics de).

After that we went to Shida NM. Shida is Taiwan National University. But the NM not that good, bcoz the stuff they sell there ain't cheap. It's much more expensive than Shilin NM & Wufenpu.

Although there's one shop that sells everything at $150NT. It's cheap & their clothes there, some are really nice. I bought 10 pieces of clothes from that shop alone. LOL. Oops.

And we finally saw a celebrity there! After so many days in TW! Although it's an SG celebrity. She was there fliming some food show i guess. Some story behind this picture. Ask me if you're interested to know. Haha.

Day 8: Finally it's the girls' turns to go cut hair. Actually I wanted to do rebonding in TW de. But after long consideration, I decided to only cut my hair. Haha. We went to the same salon (same place) the guys went. Bcoz they said their service was good -- with the hair styling & free drinks etc. Haha.

The results was pretty good. My hairstylist is pretty shuai! He's has a bit of Edison look. Especially his side view, that kind of taste. Haha.

The guy in black vest & grey shirt, the blue guy is his assistant(washed my hair).

The result of my haircut.

Baoxuan got her hair perm on the top, & rebond below. Her hairstylist is super kawaii~! Haha. He's very nice also!!

He look like the Korean F4 (the role zaizai act as). He very nice! He kept asking us whether we want any drinks. And say don't need to ke qi. Haha. He also ask us sit at the chair that's next to the TV so that we can watch more clearly. LOL. Then after BX done with her hair, he accompanied us all the way from 6th floor to 3rd floor to settle the payment. He even pressed lift for us to go to 1st floor after the payment. Super nice! Gentlemen! Hahaa.

After that we had our lunch/dinner and we went Wu fen pu again. Yes. Shopping again. Final round of SHOPPING before we leave taiwan the nxt day. Hahaa. Bought alot of stuff too. Buy till no money for dinner. Imagine that. Hahaa.

Last day: We checked out from our hostel, and went to walk arnd ximenting. Did our last minute round of shopping. Had our last lunch & dinner in ximenting before we head back to our hostel for a group picture.

I missed TAIWAN~!!! =S

2009-07-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

I'm back in singapore since thursday night. It's a fantastic trip. Bought alot of stuff and took alot of pictures. Enjoy the freedom of staying out with friends, returning late and going anywhere we want and buy anything I want.

I will update abt the taiwan trip at a later time when I have consolidate all the pictures.

Sometimes, I don't know how to communicate with my mum. I just knew that she's gonna use my trip to taiwan to say me. I understand what's her worry about my dad's clinic when she gg overseas. But can't she understand that now is I finding jobs, not the jobs find me. If i managed to get a job that start after nxt wk. Then all well, if it starts earlier, I may have no choice. I know my dad's alone working, and he needs help. But I need to find a job and they may need ppl to start soon de..Haix.. Whatever. =S

2009-06-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

By the time you guys be reading this entry, I should be in Changi Airport checking in now le.. (unless u read it now lar)..

I'm going to TAIWAN from 24 June and will be back on 2 July(thurs).. I'll not be using my current hp number as of now, so if u msg me anything, I'll only reply when i got home. Haha..

Yeah..Excited & nervous... Pray that the trip will be safe & smooth, everything will turn out good & weather will be good everyday!! Hahaaa..

Thanks to all who wish me a safe journey.. See you guys when i'm back!! Heex!!

Don't miss me okay?! HAhaha..
ps: Especially meihui & jane. LOL.

2009-06-19T00:50:00.004+08:00

Omg..The weather is SUPER HOT~~!!!

It makes my throat so dry & pain..Haix. I need cut down on fried food.
BUT how to CUT DOWN when i'm gg for chalet tml. BBQ for 2 nights!! And all the tibits bought! Hahaa..I still say want to slim dwn b4 going taiwann lor. Hopeless me! =X

Went out with the Taiwan clique to plan our iteniary. Finally, we have a compact & good plan of the places we want to go & things we want to do. Woo-hoo~!!! Looking forward to my taiwan trip!

Yes, alot of ppl gg taiwan. Just realised a friend just came back from taiwan, & another fren gg taiwan after me. Like this yr got ppl go taiwan consecutively leh.. Many ppl upload their taiwan pictures on facebook. Now is the "Wang" season! Haha~

Oh, I was chatting with my fren ytd, he asked me what I think abt guys who shaved their armpits. (PS: He ask me abt it coz his frens shaved their armpits not tt he himself want to shave) LOL. For me, I'm quite okay with whether they shaved armpits or not. It depends on what they gonna do & the ppl arnd them who mind them or not.

But I mind more of guys who doesn't shave their moustache lar. Look super untidy & unglam! That's why I always scold my didi, ask him shave his face. I mean u look younger with clean face, and especially people at our age, shld just keep a clean face. What's the point of keeping moustache? But if want keep then keep it well maintained, not those with some subtle moustache.

2009-06-15T00:37:00.005+08:00

Recently I have been rotting at home, watching drama - PPStreaming. LOL. I love that website so much. Coz it have so many dramas, movies, etc for me to watch. Heex. And it turns me into a typical "Zai Nü " ! Haha.

But I spent a well-spent weekend : Sat - Go over to my sis's hse with zj to play with wl & my sis, Sun - Went shopping at AMK hub NTUC fairprice & Sembawang Shopping Centre with my aunt, sis, mum, cousin & wl.

And this week it's gonna be a packed schedule for me. And hopefully I got to meet up with the Taiwan clique to discuss our iteniary. We're going nxt wk leh and we still haven settle on the entire plan yet. WAH LAO. I'm like so kan chiong about where to go, what to do there and etc. The only thing we settled before the exams are our hostel stay. Haix. We didn't met up this wk coz 3 of them were working for the PC show, so hopefully we can settle for our TW plans soon.

Yeah, this coming fri going to Coasta Sands chalet with my family, aunt & cousin. Going WWW on sat!! We're going to play water with Weilun! That super naughty & active boy!!

If you spot a red dot on his right cheek, that's not a mole, nor a pimple. It's just a mosquito bite! But it look like a pimple, coz this naughty boy kept scratching on his scar. So it's sort of have a little hole there, hopefully it doesn't leave a scar on his flawless skin. Hahaa.

Had an online chat with mh last last wk about our past, our sillyness. Haha. Recalled on alot of our past, our shared memories about some friends I've made in the past.

I was wondering if I still managed to keep in close contact with that friend of mine, maybe it would all be different now. Haha. Sometimes fate just love playing tricks on us. =S

2009-06-05T16:51:00.002+08:00

Went out with Huat Disney ytd. Basically, we eat & eat. Haha. They ate Suki sushi buffet in the afternoon, and eat Popeye again at night. LOL. Okay, at least we spent some quality time in between, play games & talk crap. Hahaa.

I saw a friend on the way back home. We live very near each other, one block away to be exact. But seriously, I nv see him around the neighbourhood. But dunno why ytd night, we took the same bus home. The world is small, s'pore smaller, not to mention our neighbourhood.

Haix. I'm still looking for a job. Hopefully find some loose jobs, those 3-4 days events b4 I go off for HOLIDAY...Hahaa. Went for interview yesterday. The interviewer is a very cute & pretty lady, whom I think is around my age, or many few yrs older only. But anyway, I don't really know what they do. Only have a brief idea, coz the interview is pretty brief. But I think it's quite okay, coz they sell food & berverages, and I went with christine. So if we have any jobs, can do together. Hahaa.

2009-05-31T23:11:00.002+08:00

STUPID, IDOITIC, ASSHOLE, SMELLY, DIRTY, SELFISH, STINGY, BASTARD~!!

I REALLY CANNOT STAND HIM ANY LONGER. HE BETTER MOVE OUT OF THIS HOUSE FAST AND EARLY!! AND GET OUT OF MY SIGHT !!!

I've NEVER seen someone as irritating and selfish and irresponsible idiot like him. As a man, can't he be more gentleman? Can't he be more loving towards people? Can't he think for others and STOP BEING SO SELFISH lar. Wah lao!

!%^&#$%^&*

Sometimes I just hate MEN. So any guys out there just don't come and irritate me.
I can be really really nice to really nice guys. But I can be equally MEAN or behave much much worse than just MEAN to guys who doesn't deserve my kindness!!!!..

IRRITATING ASSHOLE!!!!!!

Back to some happier news. Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince will be out VERY SOON in cinemas on 16 July 2009~!!!..

OMG.. I waited for so long for this movie. I'm a Harry Potter Movie's fan! Hahahaha. Just love Harry Potter. Yeah. Coming soon. Stay Tuned!! =D

2009-05-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

Just watched Night at the Museum 2 today. Well, it was funny as usual. But I think this time round it's more of lame than funny. I prefer the last one. But overall it's nice! Coz it's been a while since I last watch a movie with friends. But the popcorn NOT NICE lor. "Kor Kor"(bitter) de.. I want the honey ones lor. But their popcorn not sweet enough. -_-

Then had dinner with mh & jane. As usual, mh behave so AUNTY lar! Aiyo. Dress till so modern, so hip, yet show the aunty characters. HAHAHA..

My dad flying to tibet tonight. Never managed to reach hm in time to see him off the taxi. Quite sad. But nvm, coz I called him to talk to him. I'll pray for his safety & smoothness of his trip. Amitoufo.

Oh, I watched the "Ye Wen(Ip man)" ytd online. Wow, it's really really nice. Zheng Zhi Dan so cool lar. The gentleman, the posture and every moves. He's damn cool. I think he's the next Kungfu actor after Jet Li that I enjoy watching their movies.

Sorry for the random post. And I realised that not many people know me that well. Haix. Sad.
Hahahahahaaa...

2009-05-27T23:47:00.003+08:00

OMG~!!! Why FR came out so DIFFICULT and DIFFERENT..?!?!?!

The topics they came out are not the usual ones.. *haix*

I've tried my best. Seriously. Those qns I'm not confident de, I tried to do as much as I know.
I've tried to study as much as possible, to the extent I'm almost MAD~!!! *haix*

Hopefully, my overall results will be good, and up to my expectations..

So now...It's time for me to take a break -dramas, TV, facebook-ing, shopping, Kbox and HOLIDAY-ing..

Okay, so where's my gatherings??
I want to watch Night at the Museum 2,
I want to kbox,
I want to eat buffet,
I want to go prawning,

And I seriously need a JOB now. I need lots of $$$$$$$ for my Taiwan trip!!!
May $$ fall from the sky. I want strike lottery~!!

Hahaha.. Dream on, xiurong. Dream on! =P

2009-05-22T18:24:00.002+08:00

GRRRRrrrr....

I had a BAD BAD Day today.. *sigh*

Today having law paper, and we could bring in one statute book in for reference of those sections of some Act. But STUPID of me to FORGET about it. I only rmb that i forgot when i step into the mrt at City hall. Because I was reading my notes, then i read abt the Sale of Goods Act.
DAMN it lar!!!!! Then i started panicking, I called my dad and ask him to bring it to Expo for me.
Luckily my dad agreed and brought it to me in time.

But during the entire period, i was too nervous, so i didn't manage to memorise the cases, plus the fact that I had another difficult paper ytd!!! *sigh* Then during the ELC paper, my stupid nose start giving me flu..constantly. And I used up the entire full packet I brought to the table. So I had no choice but to ask the invigilator for another packet. *sigh*

As for the paper, *SIGH~*!!!! I just wish for a pass. The passing mark is higher than the rest of the papers - 40 marks. But I guess I should be able to pass lar. Haha.

Then on the way back home, I saw an accident near my primary school. I didn't witness it, but I saw the ambulance carrying the injured man into the ambulance. It's an accident of a van and a car, the van was crashed badly in the front. The front bump was ripped off. It's quite serious!!

I dunno what's wrong with me man. So unlucky the whole day. Although I have my saviours to help me. LOL.

Btw, I change my blogskin which is very obvious. Coz the previous one, sth wrong with the main picture, so i change everything. Was searching for it just now, actually wanted a black and emo one. But I thought should have something brighter, although this is grumpy toast lar. Haha. But at least it's CUTE!! Heeex..

Hope to strike the $5m tonight!! Amitoufo~!!! =]

2009-05-08T12:15:00.002+08:00

The weather is really really bad these few days. That's probably why my sickness doesn't really go away even though I kept eating alot of medicine le. Haix~

It's super near the start of my paper le..So I had to work really harder. Hope to cover more topics. =)

Ytd is the start of the first paper for the entire examinations. Some of my friends took the POA paper. And they say is super difficult! I scared my papers gonna turn out like this too. *sigh*

Hopefully, I'll recover before my paper starts!! Jia you everyone!! =D

2009-04-19T11:49:00.002+08:00

Exams are coming in less than a mth's time. So I'm back into my "hibernation mode".. Meaning lesser time to be spent online. Haha.

For the first time I plan a revision schedule for myself. Hopefully I can follow according to the schedule and do my revision properly. So far followed it for 2 days. Because I want to do well and not regret when I do badly in exams. Your studying companion/lesson companion plays a very impt role in ur mentality to work hard. This year I join Chinyee and shuhui for all our lessons. And bcoz Chinyee & shuhui all very hardworking. So I had no choice but to work hard for my papers too. But I still can't get rid of my lazyiness. So XIURONG!! Stop SLACKING~!!!!!

I think I've enough motivation to work hard for..Because I'm going to TAIWAN again..Haha..Went just 2 years ago. But with different groups of people. I went with my family 2 yrs ago, this time with my OG friends (F&E). This year gonna be a busy and "exciting" year for me and my family?! Haha..

My family taking turns to go overseas leh..Haha..Very strange..First is my dad who will gg to Tibet with the Budhhist company(right after my exams), then my bro undergoing a surgery, then my turn to go Taiwan..after that my mum & didi turn to go Korea..then my elder bro's wedding and his turn to go Korea(honeymoon).. Woah..

And we are enticipating a new member to our growing family!! (I mean my real family.) Yeah. Will know what gender next week / next month ~!! Haha.. *Pray for a girl*

Okay, I won't be updating till after exams..So GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR THEIR EXAMS~!!!

2009-03-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

Actually I've alot of stuffs to update about, but I haven't upload the pics to the computer yet. Haha.

Went Sentosa with my grp of OG mates. Yes, it's our grand outing again. But this time the turn out rate is pretty good. Most turn up, except yf who went overseas. Anyway, the sun was really good last wed. It was scorching hot to be exact. And coincidentally, we saw another group of ppl from SIM too. LOL. And I know 2 of the guys from that grp, coz they're frm SR de.

Anyway, we played some ball games with the vball. We were divided into 2 grps and play some sort of captain ball game. And the sand is SO HOT that we have to keep walking/running around so that our feet won't get burnt. Apparently, we(girls) don't have such stamina, we got all tired after running few rounds. Most of the points we scored are done by the guys. LOL.

After that they went for a dip in the sea, but I didn't join them bcoz I can't. :(
Then we went for a meal at harbour front, before we went kbox at cine. Actually we wanted to watch a movie, but most of the girls don't want to watch the "Coming Soon"(horror movie).
Some of them sang overnight at the price of $16.80 only!! So cheap lar! (from 8.30pm- 5am)
And in between, hy & alan took part in the beer drinking competition, against the kbox staffs. They were on draw, but they let the guest win. But winners only get a jug of free beer. The winning prize is like quite bo liao..they shld give them kbox vouchers mah. At least it benefits everyone. LOL. But hoyang did a great job coz only he went into the final round. Haha.

Met up with the TW clique today to discuss our iteniary. Woah. We spent the entire afternoon at bugis's Mac. After which we decided to go eat steamboat buffet tgt. Initially we wanted to save money (eat the "You Ji's duck rice"), but ended up spending $16.30 for the buffet. *sigh* And now i'm like having some sorethroat. :(

I just found out one of my fren got admitted into the hospital due to a heart problem. I'm not sure of the actual illness. But he'd been admitted for over 2 weeks le. Sounds life-threatening. He's still very young(my age) and is a promising young man. He's in a local uni now, and I believe it's the exam period now for them. So I hope he will be alright and able to recover fast. God Bless Him. *Pray*

2009-03-16T23:36:00.008+08:00

Let me introduce my new baby....

Portege M800 Pink Toshiba Laptop

Yeah...I FINALLY OWN A LAPTOP LE~~!!

Haha..

I bought the laptop without having to step into the IT show at all. But with the help of my parents and elder brother. It's bought with my own $$$..That's why i'm really broke now~! *sigh*

Did I mention I love PINK? I have pink pencil case, pink pencil, eraser, pen, except my ruler which is blue. Love all shades, but love baby pink the most!!

I have always wanted such pink laptop with white keypads.. SWEET!! hee-hee.. :)

Although my didi say "I can't stand ugly, fat girls carrying pink laptop around. If it's hot babe, I don't mind lar. But you..."

Wah lao...But I don't care anyway. I just love PINK~~!! =D

Anyway, my last prelim paper was held today. But bcoz I slack too much, and not much mood to study (partly due to the consideration of whether to buy laptop or not), so I don't think I''ll do well for the paper. ELC is a law paper, and I had to memorise the case names to refer them to my arguments. But I only remember a few cases, the rest I apply the principles and arguments only.

And it had to rain so heavily after I step out of the exam hall. Freezing cold and plus the fact i'm not feeling well today. *sigh*

I shall take a short break for the moment to catch up with my dramas(before revision lectures start)..haha..and OG outing on Wed! *Prays that it doesn't rain on Wed!!*

2009-03-14T12:43:00.004+08:00

It's the weekends once again. *sigh* And I can't enjoy myself yet. Many of my friends finish their prelims le. Some finished ytd, some today. And my last paper on monday. One paper ONCE A WEEK. My prelims really drag too long le lar~!!!!!!!! @#$%^&*#$%\

My aunt kept asking my family out on sundays..And I kept saying I cannot, coz I got exams. And she say " Aiya, you always have exam de lar".. I only have 2 exams the entire year. But once exam starts, it doesn't stop! And it'll drag for a very long time. *SIGH* :~(

It's IT show this weekend. I still considering whether I shld get a laptop anot. But I doesn't really seem to need a laptop. Since I have the computer all to myself on weekdays afternoon. Only weekends and nights that i don't have access to it. That's why u seldom see me online at NIGHT!
But I read the newspaper that they're offering alot of discounts this time due to the economic downturn. Which means there's a big bargain & many freebies!!!! But I hate crowds. Especially crowds at such fairs, where u can't walk properly, have to squeeze through everyone. *SIGH*

I haven done much revision for ELC. Mainly bcoz i'm alr in the "holiday" mood. LOL. But I just realised ELC have ALOT to study. Oh man. I better pull up my socks & buck up. I want my A grades!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, sorry that I procrastinated again although I said I shldn't do it. Haha. But Life's always like this huh? =X

I have been reading the newspapers recently. And realised that there's a lot of suicide cases around the world. Especially in Korea and S'pore. There's abt 3 suicide cases of Korean actors & actress who committed suicide in a week. And 3 cases related to s'pore - 2 in local Uni, 1 at overseas. I read abt the army medical doctor. He's a promising young doctor but bcoz bound by his 10 yrs bond and does not feel the accomplishment as a doctor, he decided to end his life.

I guess because of the complicated world, bounded by all the rules and regulations, with emotional & mental unstability, without any appropriate ways to vent out, it's difficult to not think adversely. It's important for friends to play an important role to prevent such cases from happening again.

I remember there's this email that's circulating around last time, regarding this story of a boy who actually wanted to commit sucide, but after he met this friend of his, who stop and help him in time, he could have already been dead. And bcoz he didn't, he became very popular in school and became a better person. That story is very touching and serve as a good reminder to all friends. Help those who you think is in need. You never know what difference you can make in their lives! :)

2009-03-09T11:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I watched a series of local shows that show the true/real life of the unfortunate people in Singapore which we might not be able to imagine that it does exist in S'pore.

One of them is the encore telecast of the Quan Yifeng & Christopher Lee together with many volunteers who would go around helping those less fortunate people to clean their houses, help to improve their lives by finding jobs for them etc. It was the last episode, so they did a summary of all those they had helped before.

I'm pretty amazed at how some less fortunate lead a really terrible life. Be it mentally unsound, phyiscally disabled, having family member is mentally unsound, etc. There's always one of the family who will carry all the burden on himself.

There this family where all his children are mentally unsound, 2 of his daughters committed suicide, and his wife became refrained from outside. The father still manage to go on, as a garang guni, taking spoilt household products and repair it himself. Yifeng said that, although he suffered so much, but actually he's still an optimistic person, and he just want to express his bitterness to all those volunteers who helped that day.

The last family they visit for the last episode is a couple with disability. The husband was once a drug addict, but had turn over a new leaf. He's just married with a malay-chi wife who has some disability too. But both live their lives strongly and they manage to keep their house clean and neat! They both have a stable job, though earn pretty little, but they are happy enough to get a stable income. The husband said that he never thought of applying a govt subsidy, because
"ONCE I DO HAVE THAT IDEA, MY MENTALITY WOULD STRAY.." meaning he would not be independent anymore, and would always depend on the govt.

Quoted from the host, "Imagine how many poor but abled people applied for govt subsidies, yet they(disabled) are so strong and independent to depend on themselves to lead a normal life"..

Amazing words of him had inspired me to be more dependent on myself, and to be a better person in terms of physical and mentally.

Another local show I watched yesterday is the "Unexpected Access" hosted by Wong Lilin.
They were visiting the cleft clinic & surgery at the KK Hospital. They were to show some surgery and services the clinic provide to children with deformity or injuries.

And the first child they film is this poor little boy who suffered a 90% burn all over his body, including his face. It was said that a faulty air-conditioner fall down to his mattress while he was sleeping, and fire started burning the mattress and surrounding place, in a nick of anxiousness, he held on to an electrical wire that caused more burn onto him.

It was heart wrenching to see the little boy crying so badly when the nurses are removing the bandage, clean and put new bandages. There were blood, pus from his wound, etc. And his right arm had to be amputed as his hand was totally dead from the fire. My mum was watching the show with me, and she was exclaiming how poor thing the little boy was. He still so young, yet he had to go through all this pain 3 times a week so that he can recover from the burnt. And he had to live like this through the rest of his life. *sigh*

The show also showed an operation on another child, his skull had to be operate on to open up the skull and leave some spaces so that his brain can grow properly, I didn't really catch what the host said abt his illness, but it's something like his bone cells fuse together and doesn't grow normally. So the doctors had to operate to open up his skull to leave spaces for brain development. And the child had to go through such operations a few times till he's older.

After watching such shows, I did some in-depth thinking and reflections. I came to realise that actually I'm really fortunate to be able to lead a normal, healthy life as to now. Having to live in a healthy, normal family with normal siblings and normal school life. I ought to be contented with my own life, and treasure every moment. And stop procrastinating, and complaining about why I don't have this, why I can't have that.

施比受更有福
世界有情，人间有爱
珍惜生边的人，爱惜他们
助人为快乐之本，何了而不畏呢？

2009-03-03T12:03:00.003+08:00

Okay. I'm fine now. Recovered. But still preventing myself from being sick again due to bad weather and virus spread frm my elder bro. HAHA.

Anyway, I've cleared my first ME paper last friday. The paper was really difficult.
Quote from baoxuan " I look at the first page, and stared at the questions. I dunno how to do all the first four questions!!" -> the first 4 questions are compulsory. Haha.
This is what I mean by difficult.

Anyway, I realised last fri alot of ppl are having exams. Basically from early morning till late at night. Coz after my paper(2-5), jer,gh,liane, etc are having their papers frm 7-10pm. That's crazy.
But they simply have no mood to study especially jerome. Haha. *Sigh*

Saw the news regarding the suicide at NTU. Heard that it's an indonesian chinese yr 4 student. I guess he's suffering from depression or sth. It's quite a pity that he can't control himself and decide to commit suicide. (a female counterpart was trying to stop him from jumping but failed) Especially since he slog his guts through his 4 yrs. He's graduating soon (and he was said to do very well for his studies), yet he choose to end his life now. *sigh* Although it's wrong to stab his prof, and MAYBE out of guilty-ness he choose to jump than to go to jail and spoil his future. But we're never know what's the entire truth behind the story. So it's not up to me to comment. Just felt sad that this tradegy occurs in S'pore. My consoldesence to him & his family.

2009-02-20T11:40:00.002+08:00

I'm still sick!! Been sick for a week. My dad say it's "zhong shu".
Haix. Sore throat, cough, flu, dizziness, etc.

And it's the exam period. With lectures ending and prelim starting in the same week.
So little time left. Mental drainage.

I need all the perserverance and stamina to study..

Jie, I dunno how to do CONSOLIDATION!!! Teach me leh. Haha.

2009-02-12T11:17:00.002+08:00

After so many birthday celebrations in this Feb, it's time for me to settle down fast and start all my revisions..

Because PRELIMS is COMING..

My first paper is on the 27th Feb. OMG.

FR - a constant worry since i started with the module, but since it's constant worry, I've done quite constant revision doing all the qns from the holiday package. But i had to make sure i will rmb the facts and ways to do it w/o any reference.

ELC - constant doing of tutorial, but the case studies had to commit to memory which i have not done so.

CF - this is one of my BIGGEST worry. *Sigh* No assignments, no tests. Nothing. And I have not really done a single revision at all. Hopefully I'll rmb all what he taught. Bcoz last yr PBF is my lousiest module, and this a build on from PBF.

ME - this i'm not too sure. But I still need my revision done for this. It's either u rmb or u don't.

*SIGH*

And i'm officially broke. Bought some stuff frm sprees, chip in for presents for friends and hongbao for my nephew, etc.

Plus, I'm super super duper FAT now. I need to start dieting!!
Aim : Lose 10kg by the end of May(exam period) !!!

Turning into *hibernation mode*

2009-02-01T13:22:00.011+08:00

Yeah~

新的一年，新的希望,

所以有新的 Blogskin~!!

First of all, 新年快乐!

万事如意，
心想事成，
学业进步,
身体健康!!

My CNY was pretty good. The first day gathering at my aunt's place. It was simply packed with ppl as my cousins came back from Australia to spend this new year. You can see 2 groups of ppl - one in the kitchen, the other in the living room. And it's obvious which families are closer with which ones. Haha.

2nd CNY day didn't do much, just made a visit to my sis's hm then come hm to do my FR assignments. Not really in the mood to celebrate CNY due to the 33 qns. Haix.

3rd day went arnd bai nian with Huat Disney Peeps. First stop at Liane, followed by Jerome, Huimin and finally Justin's place. Haha. Played with liane's dog and her piano. Basically, is the rest play with the dog, coz i'm scared of dogs. I got bitten once, twice shy. HAHA.

Jerome's place VERY NICE!! Very modern style, mainly bcoz his hse just got renovated last yr. But really nice, tidy and clean!! Now I know why he can spend hrs online in his room. Haha. We gambled a bit with 21pt. Win by alittle bit, maybe like $1 profit? LOL. Becoz I lose, then win. Haha.

Huimin's didi is SO CUTE!! Small small cute cute type. And we(gers) was so excited abt shaking his hands. Pri 6 boy and talented in wushu. Both huimin & his bro is so cute!! And huimin was so fierce to her bro when she ask him serve baoxuan water. HAHA.

Final stop at Justin's place. Gambled again. But this time hoyang joined us at justin's place and he was the banker. He kept saying my luck very lousy. BUT i didn't make any losses, profit of $1 also. Hahaa.

On the way back to hm after the bai nian, I walk very fast when crossing the overhead bridge, I fell and hurt my knees and ankle against the stairs. Until now, they are still blue-black and hurting lor. *SIGH*

Just ytd, went to kevin's hse for SRGE annual bai nian after my CF lesson. They were playing the "Asshole Daidee". First time playing this game, but the rules are more or less the same. Kevin was so childish when he played the game lar. Though i dunno his exact age, but he does still behave like a small kids when he played with us. HAHA.

Then mh and I went back to her hse to bainian. Played mj with her popo. Haha. My mj skills really sucks. Really bad. And i was so stress that i kept knocking down my mj tiles. But i did won quite a few rounds, with mh's help of coz. LOL.

2009-01-15T11:34:00.004+08:00

STRESS

is a kind of mentality that one give to himself.

Everyone is being stressed in today's environment no matter what you do and where you are.

I'm getting more and more stressed over my studies, especially FR. The assignments, holiday package and the upcoming consolidated a/cs to be taught...

Prelims and exams are coming near soon. Sometimes which makes me fear the CNY more.

I had to clear my hw before the CNY so that i can at least take a small little break before i cont with the momentum and the stress...

*sigh* CNY is in 10 days time yet i'm still so fat!!! Gonna do a 10 day slimming programme by myself!! Must be determined to diet, run & skip!! But i still had to do my assignments & holiday package!! Argh~!!

2008-12-24T23:03:00.004+08:00

Silent Night, Holy Night.....Freezing night~

It had been raining the entire day since last night. Super cold weather but extremely good for SLEEP~!!! HAhaha..

Just came back frm my OG's Christmas Potluck + Stayover...Quite happy that most of us turn up for the gathering. Especially those who didn't join us for quite some time like huimin & lynette, not forgetting our extended family members. Haha. Total attendance of 16 ppl.

As usual, the guys always play the mahjong..LOL. As some of them had to leave earlier, so we exchange our gifts using a special way, they use poker cards to number each gifts, then everyone had to choose a card, the same number will take the present of the same number.

Then somewhere in the middle of the night like 2pm, we started playing the charades which justin & Liane had prepared over the days. The game was FUN~!! We had loads of laughter & fun when watching some of us acting out words or actions to other people, and see how it changes from 1 pattern to the other meaning. LOL.

We had spotted some "lao shu shi" within the teams. But so far, I think my team do quite well. LOL. Although the other team do well too lar..Hahaha..

Then they continue mahjong again till 10.30am~!!!! Crazy. Haha. Such a nice weather for sleeping, yet they play mj and still lose in the end~! LOL. =S

The mahjong kakis:

2008-12-18T10:46:00.002+08:00

I'm sick~ *Sigh*

The weather isn't really good. It gets really cold at night. Sometimes i try to switch off the fan, but after that it gets stuffy. But it gets cold if the fan was on. Aiyo.

Went Kbox with cy, dd, liane & justin.. It been quite a long time i have went for kbox. But i was sick lar. So my songs, I sounded with "bi yin heng zhong".. Liane keep saying I was really sick. LOL. Justin did the fei yu qing song. He's GOOD! Hahaa. Really sound alike. Especially the "tian shan ren jian" HAHAA.. He shld go PK the president with the song. Haha.

Went for X'mas MGM after that. The attendance was really pathetic. Only like 50 ppl turn up over almost 200 members. And they still drag the programme. I was like going crazy le. Haha.

很多时候，我可以为了朋友做很多东西。就算我帮不上忙，我也会尽量配合。他们的举动常会影响我的心情。我发现我越来越不了解他们了... 到了一个程度，我们的沟通上出现了问题，友谊上出现了裂痕。

2008-12-12T14:05:00.003+08:00

It's been almost a week since I went for the desaru trip.

It's quite fun. Coz we get to visit the fruit farm, eat seafood lunch - fish, crabs & baby lobsters, and see fireflies at night on boat.
Photos are in my facebook. Haha. Lots of plants & flowers. And animals. Haha.

Xmas is the time for jolly..Lalalala la la la la...

2008-12-05T11:50:00.003+08:00

December is a season of love & greetings & holidays..

Apparently, my sch schedule doesn't give us december holidays. So it's up to us to enjoy ourselves through our own ways. LOL. Especially when I had to disregard the fact that i'm gonna have a 100qns holiday package for FR which is coming soon.

I haven been revising much on my modules, which is really bad. My tests are done really badly, mainly bcoz i didn't bother to study much. But still managed to pass. LOL.

Some events coming up in dec. But pretty sad nobody wanna pei me go. JEROME lar. Don't wanna go. Only christine & I. Not fun de. *Sigh* The once a year event is gone liao~ Nvm.

We having our own OG X'mas party. Hopefully it will be fun. I'm still thinking of what we can play there. Hahaa.

I'm going on a small trip tml! To desaru with my family. Haha. Basically is with my neighbourhood's neighbours. I don't know them. Hopefully there shall be nice, delicious food/fruits for me to eat, and nice scenery - fireflies!! But i'm scared of flying insects. Argh!

2008-11-14T15:50:00.001+08:00

I'm BORED~!!!!

And i'm like totally wasting my time now...

Online watching dramas..

When I should spend my time well at doing more impt stuff like doing my assignments, tutorials & studying for upcoming tests..

*sigh*

Back to drama streaming before i start doing assignments..

STRESSED~

2008-11-07T13:26:00.003+08:00

I'm BACK~!! Hahhaa..But i'm sick now..Block nose..very hard to breathe normally..Haix..

Anyway..I enjoyed the Genting trip with my OG peeps + friends & relatives..Hahaa..Basically there's 3 couples on the trip..and the rest are our OG ppl & friend..

We reached Genting 4am in the morning..But couldn't check in earlier bcoz the rooms are totally full due to some world sports event held there..so we rot till 9+ then go buy the theme park tickets and started playing the rides in the shopping centre..

Omg..some of them went to sit the space shot!! HAHa..I can't play this kinda thriller game..will scare out of my wits de..Haha..Then we check in & continue playing the games, but it started raining..so played archery in the end..it's my first time doing archery..And the bow is super heavy..haha..I didn't shoot very well coz the arrow keep dropping out of the bow..

At night, the girls go shop arnd the mall while the guys go casino after dinner..And becoz some of the girls shared room with the guys..so when they aren't in the room, they all came to our room to chat..Hahahaa...Nice gossipping sessions. LOL.

2nd day we went down to KL for Shopping spree!! Haha..First stop at KLCC for A&W..becoz Jerome insist of eating A&W..Yeah~..We had our root bear float & curly fries..Hahaa..then we go sugnei wang for shopping...Some of the clothes they sell there are pretty cheap. And of coz Baoxuan & Chris bought alot of stuff..Girls look scary when they shop..Haha..I only bought a top, short & a sweater..

Then we go to another place where they sell alot of fake goods - addidas, nike, LV, prada, etc..
Strangely, we didn't buy anything..Coz like nth much to buy..yet the guys bought something. LOL. We wanted to catch the last bus, but missed the 7pm slot. So had to take the cabs up the hill.. They drive super fast, which Jerome described as like in "initial D"..LOL..

3rd day, Bao, chris & I did our last min shopping den we went to check up & come back to S'pore.. I almost vomited on the way back..Coz the bus is so bumpy..

I think everyone enjoyed ourselves..although we were pretty shag & sick after the trip. And they already discussing about the next trip.. Most probably be going to Taiwan after our major exams next year. Better start saving now. HAHAHA.. =D

2008-11-01T14:47:00.002+08:00

Sorry for being emo-ed for the past few days..

Okay. I admit it's partly my fault for not saying the details expressively..

Anyway, I'll be going to genting tonight..taking the night bus.

Hopefully, I will enjoy the trip. :)

Please keep the prayer going for our safety and smooth trip. Thanks!

See ya all on tuesday night! =D

2008-10-29T11:21:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I really felt that I FAILED terribly as a daughter..

I showed concern for her health & everything..raised my objections abt things..

And all i get is blames from her for something I NEVER DO~!!

I never tell my aunt anything abt kor gg genting & what's so ever..

She's the one who always chat with my aunt lor..

Then when she got "scolded"..She come & blame me..Scold me for being BIG MOUTH..

I TRIED very hard to be a good daughter..But sometimes, it's very hard since she's so biased towards my brothers..

There's reasons why my aunts always side me...There's reasons why my dad & my sis will side me..Coz they know how bias my mum is..

Whatever I did..it's always not enough for her..Whatever we do wrong, I'll get all the blames..
How early I get hm, how much i did for her, how many times she blame me for sth i nv do..she never apologise or say anything..

:(

2008-10-27T14:39:00.006+08:00

Just went for the GE run ytd morning..

Wow.

Hahaa..It's an all ladies' run..I only took part in the 5km run. Sounds so brilliant..But actually I walk for most of the distance..Basically ALOT of them walk..Hahaa..But the scenery super nice!!especially near the S'pore Flyer area. Although it's only 5km, it's enough to give me aching & muscle cramps..Hahaa..

Jane & meihui were so excited abt the run that they took alot of pictures..I don't really like to take pic after my run since i look so unglam & FAT !! lol. Oh~ I saw Mabel (srge), she doesn't look good after the run. But she sms to say she's fine le. :) But i didn't get to take pictures with her.. :(

The one with the pink balloons is my sister who went for the 10km run..

2008-10-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

WOW~!!!

Finally finish my job...Hahaa..The longest job i've worked for so far.. Ever since after my exams in early june..I work frm the last week of June, all the way till mid October..that is almost 4 months..Cool leh~..HAhaa..Coz usually i can't stand working for long at one place..coz i will get really very sian..Haha..

But still, i treasure the moments I spent at NHS..My boss, wee khee, colleagues: lay peng, and teachers: clara, sheau huey, yee ching, "lao shi", uncle david & principal..Not forgetting the security guards working there..There's this only female security guard who always wave & smile at me when she saw me..Hahaa..Yup. And the Congress is a huge SUCCESS!!! YEAP!!..Working hard for the few months.. =)

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Today is Project J. A surprise celebration for my dear girl~.. Haha.. Coz meimei not free on ah girl's actual 21st.. And she only free today.. Anyway, meimei suggested this de..So girl, if u very gan dong..You should thank her..Hahaa..

Anyway, our plan A was supposed to be us going to Jane's house(after my morning lesson) to surprise her with flowers(I wanted to buy for u de..But never in the end..), cake & present.

I even call & cfm that she will be at home in the morning..Everything are in place. But @#$%^* Mr Kar spoil the plan by waking up super early & meeting her to watch movie so early~!!!!!

Then i super nervous & confused..Second half of the lecture I was literally smsing here & there.. I was worried that the lecturer caught me msging..hahahaa.. So we came up with Plan B!

Hahaa..I sms MR KAR~!!..LOL..But when i saw his 1st reply msg..I always faint~!!!!!!..Now i understand jane's agony when smsing him..HAAHAHAA.. Meimei keep scolding him stupid lar~..Hahaaaa..We're in total different frequency.. Summore when sms him of details..NEVER REPLY ME~!!!...

Ended up we had to call him & ask..But I think he's in SUPER GOOD MOOD today..Hahaha..Okay..Meimei & I felt that he's in GOOD mood lar..HAhaa..Coz that's the FIRST TIME he talk so much with us..LOL..okay lar..not bad not bad..But he really nice enough to coordinate with us..Appreciated..THANKS ar, Mr Kar~!..

Basically, Project J is considered SUCCESSFUL with some "minor" changes..LOL..

Can see that Jane is really surprised and touched!.. Glad she got surprised! Haha =D

I would like to thank the following people for the coordinating:

Mr Kar - for helping to bring Jane over to meet us & keeping quiet abt our plan. LOL.

Yenling - Doing up the pretty & special card for Jane

Meihui - for calling & coordinating

Jane - for being surprise! =X

And special thanks to Jack..for helping to keep Jane at home..LOL..He very poor thing..almost fight with jane over delaying jane's going out of the house for us..and helping to lie abt it..Hahaa..

2008-10-08T20:27:00.002+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY~!~!!!!!

*SIGH*

Hmm..okay..my Genting Trip sort of confirmed le~..

But.....They know the reason why I *sigh*~ Hopefully I will enjoy it..Hahaha..Which I will, by all means~!!!! HAhHAHAhhahaa.. -You better don't spoil my MOOD!-

My last day at work will be postponed to nxt friday..hahaa..coz my boss wants me to tie up the loose ends after the congress..which means I will be SUPER BUSY for the last few days..*sigh*

Nvm..I will be motivated by the money~!!!! Hahahaa..

Dunno why I'm getting more selfish by the days~..Getting nastier & meanier in my words..
I should learn to be magnamious..shld learn to be kinder & gentle & happier..
I should open my heart more..and accept everyone's shortcomings..and STOP being so narrow-minded.. I seemed to be complaining abt ppl all this time, seemed to be "backstabbing"..though not really "backstabbing" lar..just a description..haha..